tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25332793930506706882012-01-25T23:56:55.231+08:00These are the thoughts, imaginations, ruminations, complaints, etc. about the life of a girl who thinks too much, whose imagination is too wild for her own good, who ruminates on her personal issues, who complains about her life (or the lack of it)....Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.comBlogger3281100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-54849533067844559652012-01-24T00:35:00.002+08:002012-01-24T00:56:06.309+08:00

So today was the first day of the dragon year...slept quite late (or early in the morning) coz was on the phone...but managed to drag myself up at 930am...we were supposed to go visit Pa before we met up with the others for buffet brunch/lunch at Westin...unfortunately, the cemetery/urn pagoda place was closed for CNY...not sure if that's actually ethical but well, it's not like we have a lot of

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-11989545105071517542012-01-21T17:01:00.002+08:002012-01-21T17:49:57.585+08:00

So i got through another week of free flap frenzy...2 free flaps in one week...which was quite bearable since we've had 4 free flaps in a week previously...got off work a bit earlier on Thursday evening coz my train back to KL was at 7pm...showered, last minute packing and then found out my phone got cut (cos apparently our account has reached its credit limit)...good thing Karen came on time to

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-13689487530933010612012-01-12T19:18:00.003+08:002012-01-12T19:57:45.116+08:00

So today is the 12th day of the New Year...which also meant i've already been working 2 weeks in 'hell' again...although the grass is no longer green...and life is no longer as good as the last 3 months, i really thank God that it hasn't been the 'hell' i've been expecting...but then again, the flap frenzy has not started yet...i might be singing a different tune when it does...Still, after only

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-50563445032263442352011-12-31T19:33:00.002+08:002011-12-31T20:43:13.609+08:00

So somewhere beginning of this month i joined a contest to win 6 months free facial...and i tried every legal and ethical measure i could to bid for votes...got my friends to help share my photo to ask their friends to vote for me...i messaged every FB friend i had (which were less than 500)...and then Cam found out the other girl who had more 'likes' on her photo had 4004 friends in her FB

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-90573756766007723872011-12-29T23:46:00.002+08:002011-12-30T00:10:32.758+08:00

I was glad that i wasn't on call yesterday night...so i decided to go to the last CF meeting of the year...according to the CF FB page, it was Popcorn Wednesday...we were going to watch a movie called "To Save A Life"...i thought i'd go since this might be the last time i'd get to go for CF meetings...once i'm back in hell next year, there's probably no way i'd get to get off work in time for CF

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-14984900683630150742011-12-29T21:08:00.003+08:002011-12-29T23:03:19.526+08:00

I decided to go down to Singapore for my 30th Christmas...i didn't want to stay in KB coz i feared it would be too depressing...i didn't feel like going back to KL coz well, i just didn't feel like it...so i thought i'd take the train down to Singapore for the Christmas weekend...remind me never again to take the seat coach on a night train...not exactly the most pleasant experience...My journey

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-25974354384384840222011-12-21T23:33:00.002+08:002011-12-22T00:05:31.383+08:00

So tonight was the campus Christmas Night...after 5 years, once again i'm part of Christmas Night...i don't usually miss things or even people...there's definitely nothing to miss in Kelantan, except Christmas Night and church...but i guess i didn't realize how much i missed them till i came back here...so after 5 years of missing the exhiliration of choir-singing, i've finally tasted it again

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-41724319233163629152011-12-17T16:19:00.003+08:002011-12-17T18:23:09.915+08:00

Christmas season is here again...and this is my last month of good life before descending again into hell...the thing about human is, if you've never tasted the good things in life, you won't miss them coz you never knew what you were missing...but once you have, and you know you need to go back to a horrible life, oh, the agony...the despair...it's just too much to bear...Anyway, we shall leave

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2 days back, i saw a post that my elder sister put up on her FB page...it was a contest by Urban Essentials to win 6 months free facial...for the lack of excitement in my life, i thought i'd just join it...so i submitted a photo from my makeover 2 years ago...i don't think my looks have changed much from 2 years back...but then again, 6 months into my masters programme, i've probably aged 5 years

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-47726476696688653942011-12-06T19:41:00.002+08:002011-12-06T20:10:09.451+08:00

If i could paint November, it would have been a mixture of happy colours stained with huge black spots...i found out about the death of 2 friends within a week apart...i didn't think i could bear hearing about another friend's death...but December has started with another bad news...today i found out that my camp buddy Fadz was involved in a car accident on Sunday...he was driving alone when his

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-34234848371816761322011-11-30T13:14:00.002+08:002011-11-30T14:34:24.420+08:00

昨晚我和他一起去看戏。。。本来是约了一起吃午餐，　但他工作忙所以就变成晚餐约会。。。然后他打电话来说他需要开会所以晚餐就迟点吃。。。因为我很想看　‘那些年，　我们一起追的女孩’，　所以就约他吃饭后去看那部电影。。。我上网买了两张午夜场票。。。他十点多来接我。。。然后去吃牛肉面。。。两个人吃一碗面，　应该是很幸福。。。但我知道他一点感觉都没有。。。吃饱了，　我们就去戏院。。。他问我，其实我们是看哪一部戏。。。因为连海报一张都没看到。。。原来我‘骗’了他陪我看华文戏。。。他平时不会看这种戏的。。。这部电影，　真的又搞笑又浪漫。。。在戏里面，　男主角结果没和女主角在一起。。。最后女主角嫁了另一个男人。。。不过总算他们俩有喜欢过对方。。。女主角婚礼那天，　男主角和一般久同学去参加婚礼。。。男主角以为他看见他爱过的女孩嫁给别人，　他会吃醋和难过。。。原来他错了。。。看见他喜欢过的女孩很幸福，　

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-65527927993805186082011-11-29T17:25:00.004+08:002011-11-30T13:14:47.269+08:00

我在越南上几天，用了我的 ipad2下载几部戏。。。因为太喜欢林俊杰唱的 love you you，　也是夏日乐悠悠的主题曲，所以就决定要看这部电影。。。总共看了两次却觉得还想看多几次。。。呵呵。。。故事确实太浪漫。。。而且地点太适合了。。。海边和海洋在不变的夏季。。。剧情太感人了。。。女主角好漂亮。。。男主角太痴情了。。。又体贴。。。虽然我不觉得他很帅。。。而且开始他外表看起来很像个骗子。。。慢慢女主角才发现其实男主角是个好人。。。而爱上他。。。原来男主角已经一见钟情。。。想分享主题曲的MV和歌词。。。林俊傑 - Love You You MV (夏日樂悠悠 主題曲) love u u我像孤獨的漁夫說不出　愛的溫度很想給你幸福你卻自我保護轉彎處　只剩下潮汐之外的荒蕪love u u卻在海裡迷了路找不出　心的歸屬思念越嘗越苦　心跳亂了腳步怎麼我　讀不懂你唇語之間的無助就算用盡所有真心

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-21618867329461840172011-11-29T16:43:00.003+08:002011-12-03T01:14:02.469+08:00

昨晚我刚从越南回来。。。一到家我就sms几个朋友。。。看他们有空见面么。。。女的就说她太忙了，没时间约我。。。男的回复就让我意外。。。我正在洗澡他已经打电话来约我。。。因为我没接电话所以他留个sms。。。洗澡后，他过来我家，我们就出去了。。。他说他最近压力很大。。。工作方面不太顺利。。。他欠银行很多顺用卡费。。。他问我是否有想过要放弃我所有的一切然后从新开始。。。我说，　我有想像过。。。但我想不到我能做什么其他东西来养生活。。。我觉得他一定很辛苦。。。我很想和他一起负担。。。却知道我什么都帮不到他。。。感觉好无助。。。只能陪着他。。。就像在‘夏日乐悠悠’里　乐乐记在日记:　看着你伤心，我陪着你伤心。。。看着你哭，　我陪着你哭。。。虽然他不会哭。。。我们去一件酒店的酒吧。。。一边聊天，　一边陪他工作，　一边喝红酒和鸡尾酒。。。希望他这样能够放松自己。。。他看见我累了，　他让我靠在他肩膀。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-80011274536507086372011-11-21T00:41:00.002+08:002011-11-21T01:21:12.581+08:00

Today was a busy day...whole day in OT...last case only finished at 630pm and boss asked to do the postponed LA case under emergency...so after finishing the case and settling the post op patients, i finally got to go home by 10pm plus...it was raining the whole day...and i only managed to have my dinner at 1030pm...while having my dinner, i suddenly received a message from Billy...it read: Our

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-73988851153767279972011-11-17T21:53:00.001+08:002011-11-17T21:58:45.075+08:00

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I haven't been a regular couch potato since my undergraduate years...yes, i've been too busy being a nerd...don't plan to evolve into one now...just that i have been watching some tv lately...while i'm working out on my elliptical trainer...i usually time my workout to start at 6pm to coincide with the weekdays 6pm chinese series...so that i'll be distracted from feeling tired while working out..

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-39107060780812234172011-11-11T14:43:00.003+08:002011-11-11T15:26:53.112+08:00

I woke up feeling quite horrified and disturbed (a term most often used by my friend Sharon, which seems to have caught on among our friends as well) this morning...i was actually quite glad that i was awakened by my colleague's message to ask for handover (although it was 45 minutes earlier than my set alarm)...or else i wouldn't know what further disturbing course my dream would have taken...i

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-5284973818640827062011-11-09T21:54:00.002+08:002011-11-09T22:32:09.939+08:00

I really shouldn't be complaining about my work life in HKB...coz i really have so much more time for myself compared to my work life few months back...and there have been days when my calls were 'call-less' last month...but since November started, my lucky streak has worn off...i'm only half way through my 10 calls and i'm able to claim most of my passive calls for 'more than 4 hours of work

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-16912628901150161482011-11-04T14:41:00.004+08:002011-11-04T20:16:13.924+08:00

听过这首歌好几次了。。。第一次听到就对这首歌很有熟悉感。。。也让我眼泪想流下来了。。。不可能是唱出我感情的重点吧? 难道我还是带着希望吗? 歌词都说了: 好朋友只是朋友 不能够占有。。。朋友再好也不能牵手。。。想跟你们分享歌词和MV。。。《好朋友只是朋友》 - 郁可唯聽你說什麽我都很快樂接近你連影子都微笑著幾千隻紙鶴你都耐心地陪著我折卻怎麽都折不掉那道無形的隔閡越懂你陪著你就越寂寞靈魂那麽美我卻碰不得感覺再熾熱也不能讓飛蛾去撲火靠近你的夢難道就能不失落好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友不能夠佔有好朋友瘋狂以後就一個人走 無所求好朋友只是朋友只能保留 一點點溫柔我知道什麽時候回頭不打擾你的自由認識你也許我就足夠了緣分的深淺我都不管了可能你感動也看不見我心如刀割哪怕很痛過 至少就不算錯過好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友不能夠佔有好朋友瘋狂以後 就一個人走無所求好朋友只是朋友只能保留

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-57421031015454657472011-11-03T17:30:00.002+08:002011-11-03T18:20:04.486+08:00

After googling and youtubing Love Never Dies, i found out that Sierra Boggess, the Christine Daee in Love Never Dies also performed in The Little Mermaid musical (in Broadway) as Princess Ariel...i love The Little Mermaid...it's one of my all time favourite Disney cartoon...i remember that i used to go to my best friend, Jess' house almost everyday to watch it...we even learn the song "Part of

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-67232521956386274692011-10-29T22:09:00.002+08:002011-10-29T22:59:00.895+08:00

My last day in London...with a heavy heart i finished packing all my loots...We were meeting Siaw Lian for lunch at Chinatown before we go to Liverpool Street station to take my bus to Stanted...we ate at this restaurant called Four Seasons (incidentally there's a Four Seasons in KB too)...apparently they're famous for their duck dishes...and when in London, apparently one has to eat the duck

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-67637514514949768132011-10-29T20:21:00.006+08:002011-10-29T21:26:51.356+08:00

I wished i have spent my last night in London watching another musical...it didn't happen of course...so i spent my day doing the tourist thing again...Chiew Sinn left her key card for me coz she was coming back late tonight...so i took my own sweet time getting out of bed and getting ready...first stop: The British Museum...loved the exterior architecture...the typical romanic (or is it grecian?

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-29849373538409575332011-10-29T17:13:00.002+08:002011-10-29T17:54:07.259+08:00

So on Thursday i decided to have a shopping spree at Oxford St...since practically every shop is on sale...Chiew Sinn left earlier but i only got up about 930am...took a bus down to Angel and took the tube to Oxford Circus...Oxford Street must be one of the longest shopping street in the world...i spent some time in Debenham's since they were having their Blue Cross Sale...bought a white with

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-62276515396346201242011-10-29T16:08:00.002+08:002011-10-29T17:13:21.529+08:00

I followed Chiew Sinn out in the morning...we took a bus to Angel of Islington...and changed another bus to go to King's Cross which is near her university...i continued on the bus till i reached near Chinatown... found my way to Leicester square where i continued my hunt for Les Miserable ticket...i noticed a few shops offering discounted ticket at Leicester Square the day before...so i randomly

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-79865735060061916762011-10-29T15:21:00.003+08:002011-10-29T16:02:43.813+08:00

Woke up about 7am Tuesday morning...had to follow Jie out when she sent Sylvia to school...then she dropped me off at TESCO where i was taking the bus to London...good thing Sylvia made it in time for school...and i still had time to grab a sandwich from TESCO before walking to the bus stop...the bus was late...it was scheduled at 925am but only came at almost 10am...saw 2 girls who were at

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-30406111033182083372011-10-28T21:38:00.002+08:002011-10-28T22:10:34.185+08:00

Took the bus to Stratford-upon-Avon (the birthplace of Shakespeare) on Monday morning...passed by the Warwick Castle along the way...it looked so huge...wished i had time to visit it but i was already leaving for London the next day..seriously, Stratford's quite a small tourist town...so many shops selling Shakespearean souvenirs...and the town centre is only 2 to 3 roads combined...but i like

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-36399977489416070702011-10-28T21:03:00.004+08:002011-10-28T21:37:46.348+08:00

So i woke up on Sunday morning...to bathe and get ready for church....anyway, i've already detailed my chance encounter with the cute Jap-looking guy and the church service in my earlier post My 1st (and likely last) church service in England ...After church i went to this place called Leamington Spa which was about 15 minutes bus ride from the University...Jie said there's more shopping to do

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-46878338986750245492011-10-28T18:47:00.004+08:002011-10-28T20:14:10.341+08:00

So i thought i'd better post up my England trip before my degenerating neurons lose their retaining power...while i was in England i spent about 3 days in Coventry visiting my sister, her husband and their daughter...and then about another 5 days in London...too short an English holiday most will say, but i was desperate enough when i booked the tickets...and really thank God that He made it such

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-38764503815141427272011-10-28T00:49:00.002+08:002011-10-28T01:12:01.381+08:00

I stumbled upon this song while browsing through my friend's blog yesterday...and i found out that this is one of the songs from "Love Never Dies"....the so-called sequel of the Phantom of the Opera...coz Andrew Lloyd Webber didn't want his new musical labelled as that...after hearing 'till i hear you sing', i just couldn't get it off my head...no wonder Pei is so ga-ga over Ramin Karimloo...this

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-5488369885377732252011-10-24T23:23:00.002+08:002011-10-25T00:22:29.203+08:00

So i'm back from England yesterday...and today i'm back in KB...and tomorrow i'm back to work...not sure if i would be jetlagged from English time coz apparently i wasn't in England long enough to recover from the initial jetlag...anyway, would write about London and my West End adventure in another post...felt a need to write down about this recurring dream theme i've been having...well, as far

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-58175389538777748172011-10-17T03:02:00.002+08:002011-10-17T03:45:40.086+08:00

I landed on English soil on Friday night...on Stanted airport to be exact...Jeff came to pick me up...he drove for 2 hours plus from Coventry to pick me up...thank God he left late coz I was stuck in the immigration for almost 2 hrs...definitely nowhere near Changi's efficiency...we drove back another 2 hrs plus and by the time we arrived at University of Warwick, it's half past 2am...after

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-26342860239397529792011-10-14T09:00:00.003+08:002011-10-26T23:37:53.464+08:00

So i've crossed the line and entered the realm of impulsive traveller...this England trip was planned at a time when i was feeling too stressed out and i just booked the flight tickets without thinking if i would be able to take leave to go...but thank God that as i'm typing this post, i'm back home in KL and am just another 6 hours away from my flight to England....I've also finally received my

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-44727314788465802612011-10-01T21:26:00.004+08:002011-10-01T22:02:54.283+08:00

So October is finally here...my release is finally here...tomorrow onwards i will be working in HKB for 3 months...although i'll still be back in hellhole for another 6 months after my 3 months freedom, but i'm gonna savour every moment of my 3 months of 'from free flaps' to 'free from flaps'....i supposed how i'm feeling right now can be akin to a prisoner about to be released...except that for

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-17217063030103096082011-09-27T23:23:00.002+08:002011-09-27T23:31:23.049+08:00

Another week of intensive course...and another week of running to the wards and back to the lecture hall for classes...and tomorrow we have our own department presentation before the formal classes starts at 8am...skubalon!!! post call today...after suturing 3 faces from lunch till almost 8pm, thank God there were no more cases at night and i slept till the morning after finishing my

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-13239437541082138022011-09-22T23:27:00.002+08:002011-09-22T23:39:04.625+08:00

Our 1st week of intensive course just ended today...with a 20-question MCQ paper...the last 2 weeks i've been just trying to play catch up...with what? i can't pinpoint it...maybe it's just my own shadow...but i really feel like i've just been dashing from point A to B and C and D and so on...and without me realizing, 2 weeks have passed by...and i haven't studied much...I've probably failed my

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-72128973700065603392011-09-10T17:53:00.002+08:002011-09-10T18:56:27.420+08:00

Last week was the beginning of flaps again...i was on call on Tuesday...and Wednesday was flap OT...and i left the hospital at about 230am on Thursday morning...after about 44 hours plus spent in the hospital...which is quite the usual...but i thank God that Thursday has come and that i was going on a girls weekend trip to across the border to Golok with Sharon and Suet Lai...but when i went out

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-4488763592882026552011-09-01T20:21:00.005+08:002011-09-01T21:01:45.754+08:00

I just came back from dinner with Kenneth and Daphne...had chicken chop for dinner...it's the famous one which we used to go to during our uni days...i just found out today that the owners have moved their shop...quite an upgrade from the shop they used to run their business...which i must say is a rare thing in KB...i guess business has been very good since i left KB 5 years ago... As i ate my

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-6618248197094152612011-08-30T16:12:00.002+08:002011-08-30T16:42:14.498+08:00

So i've survived by 3rd eod call...there was referral last night from district...30 year-old lady involved in an MVA...she was the front seat passenger and she wasn't wearing her seatbelt...the driver tried to avoid an oncoming lorry and swerved to the left and crashed into a retaining wall...the patient hit the dashboard and smashed the windscreen...thus sustaining bilateral corneal laceration

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-2743894417759222742011-08-26T14:31:00.002+08:002011-08-26T14:58:19.413+08:00

Yesterday i started my 1st of 5 EOD calls in a row over the Hari Raya Break...i'll be on call again on Saturday, Monday, Wednesday & Friday...praying really hard there won't be any onslaught of facial burn patients that the casualty ppl would intubate freely without ensuring if there was a place to ventilate the patient...coz then i would be the one who need to beg around for portable ventilators

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-1183766606785065952011-08-20T01:06:00.002+08:002011-08-20T01:52:41.650+08:00

I went to visit Pa today...woke up about 12pm...found out Ma's wallet got stolen when she and Pei went to the market in the morning...sigh...series of unfortunate events...after lunch, Ma and i went to the place where we kept Pa's urn...i just felt that i needed to see Pa...thought that maybe i'd find peace... didn't see his physical self though...wish i could see him like how my niece Sylvia

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-78599870519424915612011-08-19T02:04:00.002+08:002011-08-19T02:29:17.309+08:00

I missed Pa...i wish he was still around so that he can tell me that i can go through this hell called 'master programme'...that nothing is too difficult for his daughter...that even if i found it too hard to bear i can always come home and he'll be there for me... I was out with Jie the whole day again...shopping...initially in MV then the Curve...and we wouldn't be more surprised bumping into

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-84497719859357248712011-08-18T00:15:00.002+08:002011-08-18T01:04:18.636+08:00

I'm back home in KL since early Wednesday morning...took the Tuesday night bus back from KB...and honestly, i've never felt so good being back home...back when i was in KK, i'd only come home when necessary...now, even coming back home is a welcome relief from the hellhole i've been in...don't get me wrong...KB isn't a bad place to be in...but my working environment is a little too hostile for me

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-82099732747633575132011-07-23T13:07:00.002+08:002011-07-23T13:59:06.061+08:00

So i've survived another week...this week we were left with 4 MOs...3 of us 1st years and the registrar...thankfully there were no free flaps...so we could breath a little easier...but it was still an overwhelming week for me...coz i had to prepare a journal presentation...as a punishment for not ensuring the person who was supposed to be in OT and the 1st patient on the list arrived in OT before

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-84575760743370329512011-07-16T01:00:00.002+08:002011-07-16T01:34:54.632+08:00

This week was a mixture of good and bad...more good though...which i'm very thankful for...i wasn't on call during the weekdays...so i had time to go to church to practice keyboard after work...Suet Lai asked me to play the keyboard for her during this Friday's worship...since i suck big time at playing, i needed more practice...also, this week Alisa (with Anthony and Darrien) and Chiew Ping came

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-28008749743421846162011-07-04T20:54:00.002+08:002011-07-04T23:08:32.491+08:00

Ok, so i've been in KB for about a month now...and i've finally been able to move into my new room over the weekend...i've been squatting at suet lai's room all this while...really thank God she didn't chase me out...but i really felt that i was overstaying my welcome...so was really glad when i could move into my new place...While staying at suet lai's place, i've managed to have my first

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-54707695160680787202011-06-19T23:32:00.002+08:002011-06-19T23:43:46.623+08:00

第一次看见他， 以为他是华人。。因为他的wide epicanthal folds出卖了他。。。。后来听到别人叫他的名字。。。阿! 为什么不是华人名?。。。原来是回教的。。。不过已经注意到他了。。。他笑时候有很可爱的crow's feet。。。也不懂为什么会喜欢看到他的皱纹。。。我一定是疯了。。。也许是他长的像一个我喜欢过的人吧。。。今天他说他其实是华人。。。不过重小就被别人养。。。养父母是马来人。。。也不知道该不该相信他。。。听了之后有很多问题想问他,又不敢。。。今天也注意到他的长睫毛。。。太不公平了。。。为什么他是华人又有那么长的睫毛。。。我的又生那么短。。。刚才他说了一句很让我好奇的话。。。他告诉别人我以前在urology部门很久所以一定很厉害放CBD。。。我好像没有跟他讲过呢。。。他是乱猜还是真知道? 奇怪。。。还有， 他说他看我的身份证号码吓了一跳。。。原来我是

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-6945924109271363282011-06-12T17:43:00.002+08:002011-06-12T18:17:43.768+08:00

Hallelujah!!! Thank God for His mercy...today is a public holiday...i know, it's a Sunday and everywhere else in the world is a weekend but not so in Kelantan...actually this public holiday is so uncalled for...i guess the Kelantan government were so sure they were going to win the finals in the football match yesterday that they declared today as public holiday even before the match started...

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-57940050233236926832011-06-10T22:56:00.002+08:002011-06-11T00:04:45.958+08:00

So the bunch of us started working on Wednesday morning...went to the hospital at 730am...it was our elective OT day...so day 1 of life in the department we get thrown into the furnace...we had a free fibular flap...saw 2 cleft lip repairs...assisted one frontalis advancement...and then scrubbed in for the flap as well...the flap started at 1030am...we only finished at 330am Thursday morning...

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-64998741016918357442011-06-06T18:07:00.002+08:002011-06-06T19:20:37.355+08:00

I've been in Kelantan since last Friday...and have been house/room-hunting since...Suet Lai and Jacintha 'pseudo-kidnapped' me to Perhentian Island on Saturday...all the while i had the idea that we were just going to the beach for a day trip...but i was glad for the getaway...only thing was i didn't bring an extra change of clothes and toothbrush...hehe, excuse to buy t-shirt and shorts...we

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-11264054843179468132011-05-31T23:32:00.001+08:002011-06-01T00:08:35.849+08:00

我越看那个戏就越讨厌那个男生。。。真的很可恶。。。大骗子的混蛋。。。没良心没人性的死家伙。。。说什么 "你就是上天送给我最完美的圣诞礼物"。。。还有什么 "我会一直在你的身边。。。永远"。。。然后又在婚礼那天抛掉。。。不理是什么苦衷或原因， 也不可以一声不吭就消失阿。。。太不负责任啦。。。真的很想送几拳过去。。。如果真的遇到这样的人， 该咒他不得好死。。。让那个女的受那么多苦。。。流那么多泪。。。本来还喜欢那个女的， 又假装冷漠狠心。。。这才是最没用的男人。。。胆小鬼。。。根本都不值得去爱。。。虽然就知道结局是那个没用的男人会跟那个女的在一起， 但我宁愿不是所谓的 happy ending。。。因为在现实上， 那个女的也不会傻傻的等那个男的三年。。。三年阿!!!! 等一个不告而别的死混蛋!!!! 不可能!!!! 真的气到我快要爆了啦。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-57077097045800443722011-05-29T23:39:00.002+08:002011-05-30T00:23:47.645+08:00

正在看着一部偶像剧。。。其实没打算要看的。。。不过因为觉得很无聊， 所以就开始看了。。。爱， 无限的主题曲叫作 "我们都怕痛"。。。两段歌词好像在唱出我的心事。。。"我们都怕痛， 但又好像式者牵手， 两颗心， 隐藏在背后， 不敢承诺"。。。虽然不太喜欢潘玮柏的歌， 不过觉得这首满好听。。。戏里面的爱情故事有跟"红线"的传说有关。。。传说，只要月老在两个人的小指绑上了红线，这对恋人就注定会结为夫妻。。。有时候，觉得命运在跟人们开玩笑。。。你心里深信是红线的另一半， 原来不是他。。。因为他根本对你没感觉。。。好了，那你终于遇见你真正命中注定的红线的另一半，因为某些太残忍的理由，又分开了。。。这不是命运在作弄吗? 戏还没看完。。。不过结局应该也是喜剧所谓的。。。这戏也让我想， 错过的爱，其实是真的错过吗? 还是原本就不是你们俩的缘分? 比如说，你有一个很喜欢的人。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-51375120195376638042011-05-29T14:45:00.002+08:002011-05-29T15:39:16.110+08:00

Yesterday i've finally hit the big 3-0...and no, i didn't wake up this morning at almost noon with extra visible crow feet, more prominent nasolabial folds or frown lines on my forehead...even though i had a late night...oh, note to self, i need to change that description on my profile...since i'm no longer 20-something...hahaha...I had lunch with Ah Liam, my ex-lab partner in uni who is now

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-63774086569708192832011-05-26T21:38:00.002+08:002011-05-26T22:04:36.692+08:00

I had my final concert in KK on Monday night...or that's what Michael Wong said...i planned to have dinner with Elaine, Siang Lin and Flora before i leave...but since Kelvin Chia was leaving as well so some of the Paeds ppl decided to go for dinner at Chub's grill and karaoke thereafter...so i kinda tagged along...it was quite a good arrangement since i had wanted to eat the grilled pork ribs at

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-87853511671517945422011-05-22T21:50:00.002+08:002011-05-22T23:22:04.117+08:00

I'm living my last few days in KK as if the world is coming to an end...if whatever some guy in a blog said about the raptures is true, i supposed i'm on the right track then...caught my last sunset in KK on Thursday evening...it was magnificent...and there was a reflecting rainbow at the opposite end of the sunset...how marvelous...Friday night cell had a farewell dinner for me...i was quite

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-88159101070764692602011-05-15T20:12:00.004+08:002011-05-19T23:19:28.765+08:00

Over the weekend i went up to Mt Kinabalu again (yes, for the 4th time) to do my first mountain torq via ferrata climb...since i'm leaving Sabah soon, it was now or never...but after a most gruelling climb, it was definitely the first...and last of via ferrata for me...i went up with 5 other guys from my department on Friday morning..the initial ascend via Timpohon gate wasn't too bad...me and 2

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-79264205788797927132011-05-09T18:25:00.002+08:002011-05-09T19:17:24.878+08:00

Ok, maybe i'm being a drama queen...maybe i'm exaggerating...but i almost died today...or at least almost suffered major injuries...thank God for His protection over me and my friends...we were going out to town for lunch after clinic...i was sitting in the front passenger seat in Yap's car...suddenly a car was charging into our lane, right into our car...the car was going damn fast....and the

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-47539389584120398282011-05-08T21:35:00.002+08:002011-05-08T23:12:22.087+08:00

昨天我 on call 了。。。一整天都是在手术房进出。。。忙到晚上。。。做着 round 的时候，忽然来个长途电话。。。号码不熟悉。。。原来是个工作在阿尔及利亚的朋友打来的。。。奇怪。。。好几个月都没沟通，又突然来电话。。。因为在忙， 所以不能跟他聊。。。所以也不懂他干吗找我。。。等着一个 case 的时候，我坐在病房的电脑前。。。突然有东西从我脸上掉下来。。。吓一跳。。。然后看到我眼镜的右边的 nose pad 跌了。。。原来那个进 screw 的洞裂了。。。奇怪。。。好端端又会坏。。。没办法。。。还必须工作。。。好在没眼镜还看的到。。。只是有点蒙。。。幸好驾车时候没车祸。。。十二点半凌晨， 我才回到家。。。又不敢睡。。。恐怕又会来电话必须我回医院。。。玩着 Cafe World on Facebook，忽然来个 message。。。是个已经半年没消息的学长。。。奇怪。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-25691775702389443132011-05-03T21:16:00.002+08:002011-05-03T21:21:10.818+08:00

I was back in KL over the royal wedding weekend...coz i had another wedding to attend...my (guy) best friend's wedding...which was the day after the royal wedding... i was back on Wednesday night and managed to hang out with Ernest one last time before he ended his singlehood...we went out for lunch at Chili's on Thursday...then we went shopping for his shirt and shoes...which were for his

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-88273721331112931092011-04-24T18:23:00.001+08:002011-04-24T18:44:46.214+08:00

主阿， 你这是在惩罚我么? 我人都要走了啦。。。还要我那么常接近他么? 明知道我们是不可能的， 为什么还这样的安排? 你是否要我的证明让你看到我不会不舍得离开么? 主阿， 你别担心。。。我答应你， 我只会爱上爱你的男人。。。而且我现在的心，好像没有能力去爱一个人了。。。所以我也不会不舍得任何人。。。我只想从新开始。。。在新的环境， 面对新的挑战， 认识新的人。。。也许那个人会在那边等我吧。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-12998118465282875532011-04-24T13:10:00.002+08:002011-04-24T14:18:09.170+08:00

I just came back from church a while ago...it was quite packed...almost triggered the agoraphobic in me to run away and hide...but it's Easter...i should be there where God's people are...grateful for the usher who found me a seat...God bless him...we didn't have the routine praise and worship and the dreaded 'chat time' followed by sermon like every Sunday...we had the worship team singing....

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-16849947358098488572011-04-23T22:23:00.003+08:002011-04-23T22:40:45.416+08:00

Yesterday was Good Friday...and i finally finished my 7 successive EOD (every other day) calls this month...totally gave a new meaning to TGIF!...i guess i asked for it...was trying to finish up my leave since i'm leaving for masters soon...so i took 2 weeks off this month leaving me with only 2 working weeks...and each of us surgical MOs had to have 7 calls this month...hence my torturous 2

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-35039202887297756912011-04-16T15:28:00.001+08:002011-04-16T15:32:49.637+08:00

有人问我，"为何喜欢上电视剧的男主角 (或者第二男主角)?" 那不是太不实地了么? 我也知到啊。。。投入进电视剧里的世界就像一场甜梦。。。做完了， 醒来了，就会留下美好的回忆。。。我很清楚戏里的男主角是不存在的。。。那至少他不会来告诉我他不喜欢我。。。他爱的是别人。。。他只当我是好朋友。。。永远都是好朋友。。。相反来说，爱上了真正的男人， 他会来告诉我，"对不起， 我根本没喜欢过你， 我们的性格差太多了， 我们的相隔是无法拉近的"。。。我一个人生活，怎么孤单也能承受。。。但被我心爱的人拒绝而伤害是多么的难受。。。我真的受不了。。。我也该很清楚因为我也伤害过我心爱的人。。。或许是难免的。。。所以为了自保和避免伤害我爱的人，还是自己一个人吧。。。我就是那么悲观。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-49238589315497890232011-04-10T12:41:00.000+08:002011-04-10T13:29:25.724+08:00

昨天我 on call 了。。。过了一周的平静假期，又要开始熬夜了。。。昨晚忙到快三点才得睡。。。每两个小时又来电话。。。在短短那俩小时我作了一场恶梦。。。又梦到不该梦到的人了。。。我是怎么啦。。。想梦到的人又梦不到。。。不想梦到的人又常出现在我梦境里。。。在梦中里，他突然来我家。。。而我家又不是我现在住的家。。。奇怪。。。我们谈了挺久。。。谈些什么我也模糊不清。。。只记得有水一直流在地下流到外面。。。然后我们就去散步。。。他忽然包者我的腰而抓者我的手。。。真的吓了我一跳。。。我问他，"你不是有了女朋友么?"。。。他说，"是啊，但我也是要你当我女朋友"。。。哇!!! 真的气死我了。。。幸好我没有一巴掌飞过去。。他竟然那么大胆。。。然后我就被电话吵醒了。。。想一回，我应该打他。。而且该打几次。。。打醒他。。。一脚踏两船的男人是活该得。。。算了。。。别让一场恶梦破了我的心情。。。好了。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-20582218874948362552011-03-30T17:40:00.002+08:002011-03-30T18:04:05.638+08:00

Today is Pa's birthday...it would have been his 63rd birthday....while i was still at home, we would always go out for dinner for Pa's birthday every year...and i would love going shopping to select his birthday present...but i've been away from home the past few years...and i can't remember the last time i went home for Pa's birthday...i would only call him to wish him "Happy Birthday"...but now

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-36682174571623561982011-03-29T21:39:00.002+08:002011-03-29T22:34:41.773+08:00

Last Thursday and Friday i was on leave...been planning to drive up to Kokol Hill, which was just up the Crocker range from Menggatal...wasn't too sure if my car could take the mountaneous assault, so i sent my poor MyVi for a service...don't ask me how much i had to pay for the service...only know that they almost overhauled my car...the only thing they didn't change was perhaps the engine....

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-37067517996690184422011-03-28T22:34:00.003+08:002011-03-29T18:48:29.149+08:00

我不会写这故事的简介。。。如果要知道这部电视剧是关于什么那就自己去看。。。肯定不后悔。。。我只想写关于何润东的角色"欧辰"。。。我真的爱上了"欧辰"。。。我从来没有为第二男主角流那么多泪。。。他对女主角"夏沫"的深情与真爱已经打动我的心了。。。这应该是我为何润东的角色哭了第二次。。。之前是"情定爱琴海" 的角色。。。现在又是"泡沫之夏"。。。虽然"欧辰"不是完美。。。他的确用了蛮卑鄙的手段来得到"夏沫"。。。但因为深刻的爱，他慢慢改。。。他本身很霸道。。。不过到最后他还是选择还"夏沫"她的自由。。。"欧辰"在心里告诉"夏沫":我是你的，而你是自由的"。。。然后就留给"夏沫"他签好的离婚书。。。还好"夏沫"没签。。。虽然"欧辰"知道"夏沫"并不爱他，每次"夏沫"被欺负他都会守护着她。。。保护她。。。虽然他好几次都用钱来解决问题。。。不过，他也捐了他的肾给"夏沫"的弟弟。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-33012050017692369422011-03-20T23:13:00.002+08:002011-03-20T23:48:30.015+08:00

Lately my calls have been "Jonah calls"....and yesterday wasn't an exception...not that any patient died...but i was awake till 530am trying to settle a urology patient...if i did believe in past life, i must have been a mean and horrible urologist...that's why i'm paying this life by suffering urology mess...and maybe i'm getting delusional...but i'm convinced that the urology HO on call last

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-55740568386693702152011-03-12T15:34:00.002+08:002011-03-12T16:22:25.585+08:00

I'm spending my lazy Saturday afternoon watching "Love at the Aegean Sea" aka 情定爱琴海 ...i'm actually supposed to be on call today...but my colleague wanted to change his Sunday call with my Satuday call...after yesterday's tsunami alert, i was pretty glad we changed calls...if tsunami did hit our KK shores, there would have been quite some casualties today...Anyway, yesterday afternoon our

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-35664232552103600422011-03-02T23:40:00.004+08:002011-03-03T00:32:28.450+08:00

为什么当我最脆弱的时候你的简讯就突然来问候我? 我不要你对我朋友的关心。。。我最讨厌你同情我。。。为什么不能喜欢我? 不能爱我? 难道我真的有那么差么? 对，我现在真的很需要安慰。。。但我不要你用朋友的身份来安慰我。。。但你做不到。。。者三个星期内，我已经面对了三个死亡。。。最初是爸爸离开了。。。后来周一同事的爸爸也去了。。。今天好朋友打电话来说她婆婆昨天也走了。。。太多死亡了。。。让我很害怕。。。很害怕随时又再失去我珍惜的人。。。可能我还是比较适合一个人的生活。。。至少不知拥有就不知失落。。。我生命的主题曲该是丁当的“一半”。。。跟你们分享歌词吧。。。顺便翻译一下。。。喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴 (drinking partners, movie partners)早午晚餐的那个伴 (the companion for breakfast, lunch and dinner)

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-36645194556389975362011-02-21T00:28:00.002+08:002011-02-21T01:30:35.190+08:00

After 5 days of wake, today (Sunday) was the day Pa would be cremated...the past few days had been surreal...it was like i was in someone else's house everytime i stepped down into the living room...the casket with a man sleeping peacefully inside...it doesn't belong to this house...yet when i looked inside, i saw Pa...it wasn't the Pa that i want to remember...he was a body that no longer belong

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-15476258024693337042011-02-17T11:35:00.003+08:002011-02-17T12:49:31.357+08:00

I was post call yesterday...i was in a pretty foul mood coz i was having a bad call...and i was supposed to be doing 4 eod calls in a row...little did i know while i was having a terrible call, something even more terrible and unimaginable was happening at home...so it was about 756am yesterday and our unit has just finished round in 5th floor...suddenly my phone rang....it was my Ma...she was

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-64515773933325539882011-02-14T23:15:00.002+08:002011-02-14T23:58:04.230+08:00

So i celebrated my 30th Valentine's day by earning rm105 doing 3 hours of locum after work...i actually earned some money instead of spending it during Valentine's day...that's certainly a change...i'm becoming more of a realist as the days pass...apparently being a romantic isn't getting me anywhere...coz this is the 4th year i'm dateless on Valentine's day...not that we ever celebrated

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-34170381489927566072011-02-12T01:50:00.003+08:002011-02-12T02:10:49.915+08:00

Something struck me the past few days...and the revelation has been brought about by the amount of Taiwanese drama series which i have been watching lately...so why do i cry when i watch movies/ series?...it's because i'd rather not cry over my own pathetic little life...it's too painful to cry for myself...somehow it feels more detached crying over a movie/series...And i always cry at the parts

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-21360666924029778362011-02-11T18:36:00.003+08:002011-02-11T20:24:02.516+08:00

你现在是否在想她么? 情人节快到了。。。你会跟她约会么? 你刚遇见她没久， 就说你爱上了她。。。看见你那么开心来告诉我， 我也替你兴奋。。。但其实我心里好像被打了一拳。。。三年前，我对你告白过。。。你却说你一直以来只当我是好朋友，从来 对我没爱情的感觉。。。我长的那么大， 是我第一次勇敢的对一个男生告白阿。。。却失败了。。。若你对我没感情， 那为什么对我那么好? 一直说你在等我。。。之前我有男朋友， 所以没想太多。。。虽然我们这十年来都住在不同的城市，但每次我回来， 你多忙也会来找我。。。带我去玩。。。直到四年前， 你跟一个女人交往， 我好像发觉原来我不只是对你有好朋友的感觉。。。当我发觉了我喜欢你，你又说你没喜欢过我。。。那不是太残忍么? 如果你对我没兴趣， 你就不该让我喜欢上 你。。。我最讨厌就是你这种男人。。。也算了。。。现在我们俩都从新单身。。。可能是我太笨了。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-90036253155256857622011-02-06T20:10:00.004+08:002011-02-06T23:42:54.591+08:00

我该放弃了。。。不能不任命了。。。是否我这一辈子注定当配角? 注定当他的好朋友。。。只能默默的暗恋。。。看着他喜欢别人。。在我面前说她多好。。。让我想起曹格的"丑角"。。。歌词唱着: 只要你開心就好 若只是你生命的配角 娛樂過你也驕傲 就算聽你說他的好 心裡對你再多愛慕 仍是站在遠處 只給你祝福。。。是我笨蛋还是他是傻瓜? 明知道我们俩根本不适合。。。还要带着希望他重又一天会用情人的眼神来看着我而不只给我朋友的关心。。。为什么对我那么好却不能爱上我? 为什么只会喜欢那些又瘦，头发又长， 又优雅， 温柔的女人。。。而我又粗鲁， 说话以笑也很大声。。。脾气又坏。。。算了啦。。。如果他真的喜欢别人， 我就该祝福他们。。。虽然我不甘心，也无法改变现实。。。突然觉得我看着的"海豚湾恋人"的对白很适合我。。。天边说: 我不喜欢期待， 期待也不会成真的。。。到头来她的告白还是失败了。。。算了啦。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-35233273592523252882011-02-05T01:29:00.002+08:002011-02-05T01:59:23.071+08:00

I'm back in KL...i know i was just back in KL about 2 weeks ago...but it's CNY...so have to come back to KL...somehow as i grow older, CNY feels less festive...maybe it's coz my grandparents are all deceased now...so there's no more 'balik kampung' experience for me anymore...i missed the times when we used to go back to Taiping and Penang (though i've always hated being in Penang during CNY)...i

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-13915505125423630452011-01-30T17:01:00.002+08:002011-01-30T17:56:40.743+08:00

I was on call yesterday...was a relatively good weekend call i must say...although the 2 cases we did in the morning ended up pretty complicated and we only finished at about 3pm...after that, went for lunch with my senior MO and his wife and baby...his wife was shopping for a friend's farewell present... and he wanted to shop for his wife's birthday gift...so after lunch we were at Charles &

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-91185149257798803532011-01-30T12:12:00.001+08:002011-01-30T17:01:28.914+08:00

Sylvia came back to KK few days back for a short holiday...i was post call on Thursday so i thought it'd be nice to go visit her and baby Anan after work...been seeing lotsa photos of baby Anan on Sylvia's FB page...so i was over at Sylvia's place after dinner...baby Anan was about to sleep and was grumpy...he really looked so cute...his eyes were so huge and round...tried carrying him but either

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-16904445963949490262011-01-24T22:17:00.002+08:002011-01-24T23:29:22.210+08:00

Yes!!! Finally....Khalil has a new song...:)...been waiting for his new song...it feels like ages...but as usual...Khalil never disappoints...his new song 因为你 is an upbeat easy listening catchy tune...with interesting lyrics...he wrote this song for the ppl who've asked him where he gets his inspiration from...he said he got the inspiration for this song from the ppl who kept questioning about

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-70324490491833021912011-01-22T00:53:00.003+08:002011-01-22T01:22:49.117+08:00

So i managed to finish watching Kung Fu Chefs this morning before i had to catch a plane back to KK...the movie wasn't all that great...as before, if it wasn't for Van Ness Wu, i wouldn't even bother watching...Van Ness was pretty funny in the show...though it was definitely not him speaking Cantonese...and his facial hair...hmmm, i still think he looks better without...There was a song that

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-6463352203353415582011-01-21T00:40:00.005+08:002011-01-21T01:27:28.997+08:00

Finally finished watching Peach Girl...阿浬 (Van Ness Wu) was the only reason why i persevered and endured all 13 episodes of it...that guy is just too good to be true...he's not only cute...love his smile...he can dance...he can sing...he is fun to be with...he is willing to make a fool of himself to make his girl smile...he is always by his girl's side when she's sad, just being with her,

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-38794298272877996282011-01-17T11:47:00.004+08:002011-01-17T23:28:45.642+08:00

I was in Kota Bharu over the weekend...for my Masters Programme interview...which was on a Sunday...nothing shocking coz Kelantaneses work on Sundays and get off on Fridays...Anyway, flew to KB on Saturday morning....Suet Lai came to pick me up from the airport...then we went back to her place to put my stuffs and get Jacintha for breakfast...yea, it's a good thing to have friends doing masters

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-36139725339265272952011-01-12T00:35:00.002+08:002011-01-12T00:51:06.850+08:00

I was trying to load a video of Van Ness Wu's interview on Youtube since this evening...and it's still loading...didn't help that the video was almost an hour long...so i've still about 10 mins or so to load and it's already past midnight...hence this post...Was chatting with my bro earlier...just talking about some family issues...and out of the blue my bro typed: i love you...that's the first

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-87753185827397885132011-01-10T22:41:00.002+08:002011-01-10T23:09:29.957+08:00

So i'm on call today...3rd call of the new year...somehow it doesn't feel like a new year has begun...same routine, same kind of calls...well, at least i'm back in general surgery...no new year's resolution whatsoever...got a msg earlier from an aussie no...thought it was another friend who's working overseas now...and then suddenly i thought that maybe it was from the nightmare of Adelaide...so

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-83798961049422469502011-01-08T17:51:00.001+08:002011-01-08T23:32:48.225+08:00

今天是新年的第八天。。我就看完了一部偶像剧。。这部叫"下一站，幸福"。。这个戏真的让我太投入了。。连觉都不肯睡。。饭也不愿吃。。只是一直要看下一幕慕橙和光晞的感情会有怎样的发展。。连我 on call 时候都一直想到戏里面的每一幕。。我觉得看了几部偶像剧，这部的吻景是最炽热的。。那个吴建豪真的很会吻女人阿。。我看了那么多天就哭了那么多天。。真的有太多让人感动的景。。还有最可爱的小小彬。。真的很懂事有会帮慕橙跟光晞拉近。。主题歌又好听。。尤其是丁当的 ‘亲人’ 和品冠的‘我以为’。。我知道在电影的爱情故事是不可能发生在现实里。。但如果这样的真爱能活在现实里。。那有多好呢。。一个能给对方勇气变更好的爱。。一个虽然失忆但过了六年还能反复回忆的爱。。一个六年前分开但六年候命运还让对方碰面的爱。。if i can find a love that beat against all odds,

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-40048864088314767992010-12-29T23:14:00.003+08:002010-12-30T00:12:10.694+08:00

Today was the first time i drove long distance in Sabah...drove my parents, aunty and Petrina to Kinabalu Park...by the time we got ready it was past 9am...then brought them to my favourite beef noodles stall for breakfast...unfortunately, Pa's got a case of dyspepsia so we had to hunt for Eno and i had to go back to the hospital to get some PCM and maxolon (in case he felt like puking on the

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-40722861837008725572010-12-28T23:10:00.003+08:002010-12-31T18:05:48.680+08:00

今天放假了。。因为爸爸， 妈妈， 妹妹 和 姑姑 来 亚庇度假。。早上去了医院打卡。。好像又遇见‘他’ 了。。如果真的是‘他’。。好像瘦了。。奇怪，为何‘他’在哪了? 还有，这次应该是第三次碰面了。。还是没什么发展。。原来命运只能把两个人碰面， 却不能帮两个人拉近一点。。唉，苏州过河了。。就没艇搭了。。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-65402492971609841442010-12-26T16:38:00.002+08:002010-12-26T16:43:29.123+08:00

今年的圣诞节就这样过了。。我的命中注定的另一半没有在平安夜出现。。但这世界竟然还有奇迹的。。我的 on call ，一正晚都没听到有酒后驾驶而车祸受伤。。在沙巴这真的是一重奇迹阿。。不过呢，还是忙到四点才得睡。。在医院睡到九点多才甘愿起来。。刷了牙，还衣服就赶去教堂。。牧师在说教， 我又一直瞌。。真的没用。。散会了，要走之前，碰到前男友和他的新女友。。都没打招呼。。是否假装没看到我? 至少没带女朋友来卖弄。。新女友也像我那么矮。。但衣服穿了比我有女人味。。吃醋么? 也不会啦。。羡慕么? 是有点。。他曾经说过，他的爱是永恒， 他的心不会变。。分开了两年就交新女友， 男人的话也难可靠阿。。何况我还没死阿。。需要那么快找新爱人啊? 没办法啦。。他是个好人。。所以一定会有人要。。不像我。。脾气又坏，又粗鲁, 又死爱脸。。所以就没人要。。我和一些朋友在 little italy 吃午餐。。

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-40762208281175088572010-12-24T01:16:00.003+08:002010-12-24T11:05:48.837+08:00

最近看了一部偶像剧。。败犬女王。。突然觉得我是一个败犬。。却我并不是什么女王。。也不是什么公主。。女主角叫做单无双。。男主角叫做陆卡斯。。男跟女有八年的距离。。这就是一部关于姐弟恋的故事。。虽然很浪漫也感人但我一直在想: 不要!!!不要让我得另一半比我小。。这是我最恐怕会发生在握身上的事。。也许这样上帝就会安排如此。。哈哈哈。。说到女的。。她是一个脾气坏又挣扎力强的女人。。什么都要第一名。。什么都要赢别人。。一个独一无二的女强人。。卡斯叫他"鳖女"。。因为他表面上看起来很硬。。不过内心很脆弱。。说到男的了，他虽然外表很顽皮。。但其实很温馨真心又成熟与负责任。。无双的前男友叫做宋允浩。。他六年前因为意想不到的意外而没回来跟无双结婚。。而卡斯的前女友，汉向运。。她在两年前因为冲浪意外以去世了。。虽然两个人来自不同的世界不同的年代不同的悲伤。。命中还是注定它们俩会碰面。。像每部爱情故事，

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-26120941847187408532010-11-23T21:45:00.003+08:002010-12-26T18:36:05.145+08:00

I had a good break over the weekend...a bunch of us went to Muar for Elaine and Siang Lin's wedding on 20 Nov 2010...yes, the wedding that i've been anticipating for the last few months...Flora, Connie and i flew to JB on Friday morning...i forgot my passport so i had to trouble Becky to send me back to grab it...thank God i didn't miss the flight...Siang Lin and Nelson (Elaine's younger bro)

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-34329526299004337332010-11-14T15:16:00.002+08:002010-11-14T15:43:36.379+08:00

So today was our last day in NZ...:(...so wished i could stay longer...the last 10 days have been quite an adventure...i hated the idea of going back to work where i knew hell was waiting...Cam and Jeanne woke up before 7am to move the car...this little pig continued to sleep until about 750am...got ready and did some last minute packing and put our luggage into the car...then we went to Victoria

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-55767257273892370272010-11-05T12:27:00.000+08:002010-11-05T12:27:44.818+08:00

So today was our last day in South Island...time for us to fly back to North Island...we woke up about 7am...got ready and packed...after checking out, we dragged our more filled up luggage to the bus stop...Cam wanted to get McDonald's for breakfast but there was a long queue and our airport bus was leaving....our trip to the airport was free coz we got a complimentary connectabus ticket from

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-78449158384596832122010-10-25T21:42:00.002+08:002010-10-25T22:21:21.435+08:00

Saw a link on FB by a friend....it was an English version of this Korean song titled "Wedding Dress"...originally sung by Tae Yang (i have no idea who he is but i assume he's a Korean singer)...the English version was sung by this guy called Kevin Lien...no idea who he is also... but the song is quite cool....especially the lyrics for the English version....so sad...and the MV...gosh...can really

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-7380352131993843782010-10-25T19:38:00.002+08:002010-10-25T20:46:12.957+08:00

Today we woke up about 640am...Elena was leaving Queenstown for Auckland...she wanted to walk around the lake before taking the bus to the airport...as we were walking towards Queenstown Garden, we heard the blaring of siren...there were a lot of ppl walking out from the Nomad's Backpacker (looked like a really classy backpacker)...within minutes 2 firetrucks were parked in front of the

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-24085099225040756792010-10-16T21:35:00.002+08:002010-10-16T22:42:15.302+08:00

每个人都跟我说，总有一天我会找到那个另一半。。。所以我就一直在等待那一天。。。就怪我没寻找 。。。但我也飞到天涯海角 (纽西兰应该算是吧)， 却没遇见‘他’。。。在我身边，有没一个适合我。。。也许我也不适合它们。。。其实，等待一个很遥远的人回来是否很笨。。。却我还在等。。。很希望他回来找我。。。虽然他没有表达过他心意。。。还是渴望他心里有我。。。若他回来而因为我留下，这是否是真爱? 原来想象力真的是最残酷。。。真相却没那么完美。。。到头来，还是一个人绝望。。。虽然如此， 我还是相信真爱的奇迹。。。所以我会继续等待。。。主，求你别让我久等。。。希望这首歌会变我以后的主题曲...張靚穎-我相信

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-26794649058552112622010-10-15T23:34:00.003+08:002010-10-16T18:58:47.379+08:00

So we woke up about 6am...got ready and rushed to the clock tower at Camp Street to wait for the bus which was leaving at 7am...we were booked on our Milford Sound tour with Kiwi Discovery... our bus departed about 710am...it was a cloudy and rainy day....there were mist covering most places along the way...we passed by Lake Wakatipu, which was South Island's 2nd largest lake...then we stopped at

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-19884089950764768102010-10-03T14:34:00.002+08:002010-10-03T15:26:52.533+08:00

We woke at 8am to a clear blue sky...no mist covering the mountains and the sun was shining brightly...so the 4 of us had a light breakfast and headed towards Kea Point track...got a bit lost but managed to get up to the Hermitage Hotel where the track started...so we followed the signboard and walked for about 1 hour to Kea Point...we played with fallen snow along the way...after walking for a

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-14691820386818599472010-09-26T21:37:00.002+08:002010-09-26T22:31:53.100+08:00

We had to wake up earlier today...about 0640H coz our bus was leaving at 0740H...so we got ready, packed and checked-out....walked about 2 blocks lugging our luggage to the Intercity bus stop...we saw a shop that was exactly where the bus stop was...it had ads selling party pills etc etc...intrigued, but the shop was closed so didn't get to check it out...our bus left on time and so the 3 of us

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-17626495905384137732010-09-26T14:34:00.002+08:002010-09-26T16:21:40.115+08:00

After a totally knocked-out night, we woke up about 8am, got ready and packed...then we checked out and walked to the train station which was just opposite the backpacker...we shopped for our breakfast and bought some groceries...then we took the shuttle bus to the Interislander Ferry terminal...that cost us NZD2 but i'm glad we didn't try to save that NZD2 and walked there...coz it was quite a

Kathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09959114079869548000noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2533279393050670688.post-93646145867473352010-09-23T19:32:00.003+08:002010-09-23T20:26:01.592+08:00

I don't know since when a urology MO has become the only MO who can insert CBD for patients who can't pass urine/ has swollen penis but apparently for the last few days, it has come to that...it's quite irritating to get referrals like that when there are hundred over patients in the clinic waiting to be reviewed...and as if i'm not seeing enough penises and scrotums per day in the clinic, i have

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