我越看那个戏就越讨厌那个男生。。。真的很可恶。。。大骗子的混蛋。。。没良心没人性的死家伙。。。说什么 "你就是上天送给我最完美的圣诞礼物"。。。还有什么 "我会一直在你的身边。。。永远"。。。然后又在婚礼那天抛掉。。。不理是什么苦衷或原因， 也不可以一声不吭就消失阿。。。太不负责任啦。。。真的很想送几拳过去。。。如果真的遇到这样的人， 该咒他不得好死。。。让那个女的受那么
多苦。。。流那么多泪。。。本来还喜欢那个女的， 又假装冷漠狠心。。。这才是最没用的男人。。。胆小鬼。。。根本都不值得去爱。。。虽然就知道结局是那个没用的男人会跟那个女的在一起， 但我宁愿不是所谓的 happy ending。。。因为在现实上， 那个女的也不会傻傻的等那个男的三年。。。三年阿!!!! 等一个不告而别的死混蛋!!!! 不可能!!!! 真的气到我快要爆了啦。。。
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
爱， 无限。。。
正在看着一部偶像剧。。。其实没打算要看的。。。不过因为觉得很无聊， 所以就开始看了。。。爱， 无限的主题曲叫作 "我们都怕痛"。。。两段歌词好像在唱出我的心事。。。"我们都怕痛， 但又好像式者牵手， 两颗心， 隐藏在背后， 不敢承诺"。。。虽然不太喜欢潘玮柏的歌， 不过觉得这首满好听。。。戏里面的爱情故事有跟"红线"的传说有关。。。传说，只要月老在两个人的小指绑上了红线，这对恋人就注定会结为夫妻。。。
有时候，觉得命运在跟人们开玩笑。。。你心里深信是红线的另一半， 原来不是他。。。因为他根本对你没感觉。。。好了，那你终于遇见你真正命中注定的红线的另一半，因为某些太残忍的理由，又分开了。。。这不是命运在作弄吗? 戏还没看完。。。不过结局应该也是喜剧所谓的。。。
这戏也让我想， 错过的爱，其实是真的错过吗? 还是原本就不是你们俩的缘分? 比如说，你有一个很喜欢的人。。。你一直在等他希望有一天他会爱上你。。。其实他也早就喜欢你。。。但因为怕痛， 所以当你是朋友而已。。。过了很久， 你遇到了一个对你很好， 很关心你的人。。。他的关心超过朋友的关心。。。与你每次靠近他，心跳加速， 情绪紧张。。。那新的那个他才是你的缘分吗? 如果你等了很久的他终于鼓起勇气来告白他其实很爱你， 你又会感觉如何? 心里是否很矛盾? 还是你心里很坚定。。。过去就让他过去? 有新的爱情， 就要好好捉襟?
想和你们分享歌词。。。
我們都怕痛 (We're afraid of pain)
她說她再也不相信 真愛 (She said she no longer believes in true love)
我能給的安全感 也用完 (All the feelings of security i can give is all used up)
原本的孤單 已變成不安 (The initial loneliness has turned into turmoil)
像看穿卻又放不下 依賴 (It's like seeing through yet unable to let go off the dependence)
看著她低頭 勇敢牽著她就走 (Seeing her head bowed, bravely hold her hands and leave)
別怕 只要在一起就能穿越黑晝 (don't be afraid, as long as we're together we can overcome dark times)
她的眼睛說 愛太迷人卻猜不透 (her eyes said, love is too enchanting yet we're unable to see through it)
她的脆弱只有我能 看透 (I'm the only one who can see through her weakness)
我們都怕痛 但又好想試著牽手 (We're afraid of pain, but wish to try holding hands)
兩顆心 隱藏在背後 不敢承諾 (Two hearts hiding behind, do not dare to promise)
不想再難過 丟棄回憶重新來過 (Don't want to be grieved again, abandon memories to start over)
讓我永遠牽著妳 把手給我 (Let me hold your hands forever, give me your hand)
她說她再也不相信 真愛 (She said she no longer believes in true love)
我能給的安全感 也用完 (All the feelings of security i can give is all used up)
原本的孤單 已變成不安 (The initial loneliness has turned into turmoil)
想看穿卻又放不下 依賴 (It's like seeing through yet unable to let go off the dependence)
看著我低頭 她說她願跟我走 (Seeing my head bowed, she said she wishes to follow me)
好怕 讓她心碎的痛又反覆折磨 (So afraid to let her heart be broken and pain once again torment her)
我的眼睛說 笑或淚我都會守候 (My eyes said, i will guard both laughter and tears)
她是我唯一執著的執著 (She is the one and only i persevere for)
我們都怕痛 但又好想試著牽手 (We're afraid of pain, but wish to try holding hands)
兩顆心 隱藏在背後 不敢承諾 (Two hearts hiding behind, do not dare to promise)
不想再難過 丟棄回憶重新來過 (Don't want to be grieved again, abandon memories to start over)
讓我永遠牽著妳 把手給我 (Let me hold your hands forever, give me your hand)
我們都怕痛 但又好想試著牽手 (We're afraid of pain, but wish to try holding hands)
兩顆心 隱藏在背後 不敢為愛承諾 (Two hearts hiding behind, do not dare to promise for love)
不想再難過 丟棄回憶重新來過 (Don't want to be grieved again, abandon memories to start over)
讓我永遠牽著你 把手給我 (Let me hold your hands forever, give me your hand)
有时候，觉得命运在跟人们开玩笑。。。你心里深信是红线的另一半， 原来不是他。。。因为他根本对你没感觉。。。好了，那你终于遇见你真正命中注定的红线的另一半，因为某些太残忍的理由，又分开了。。。这不是命运在作弄吗? 戏还没看完。。。不过结局应该也是喜剧所谓的。。。
这戏也让我想， 错过的爱，其实是真的错过吗? 还是原本就不是你们俩的缘分? 比如说，你有一个很喜欢的人。。。你一直在等他希望有一天他会爱上你。。。其实他也早就喜欢你。。。但因为怕痛， 所以当你是朋友而已。。。过了很久， 你遇到了一个对你很好， 很关心你的人。。。他的关心超过朋友的关心。。。与你每次靠近他，心跳加速， 情绪紧张。。。那新的那个他才是你的缘分吗? 如果你等了很久的他终于鼓起勇气来告白他其实很爱你， 你又会感觉如何? 心里是否很矛盾? 还是你心里很坚定。。。过去就让他过去? 有新的爱情， 就要好好捉襟?
想和你们分享歌词。。。
我們都怕痛 (We're afraid of pain)
她說她再也不相信 真愛 (She said she no longer believes in true love)
我能給的安全感 也用完 (All the feelings of security i can give is all used up)
原本的孤單 已變成不安 (The initial loneliness has turned into turmoil)
像看穿卻又放不下 依賴 (It's like seeing through yet unable to let go off the dependence)
看著她低頭 勇敢牽著她就走 (Seeing her head bowed, bravely hold her hands and leave)
別怕 只要在一起就能穿越黑晝 (don't be afraid, as long as we're together we can overcome dark times)
她的眼睛說 愛太迷人卻猜不透 (her eyes said, love is too enchanting yet we're unable to see through it)
她的脆弱只有我能 看透 (I'm the only one who can see through her weakness)
我們都怕痛 但又好想試著牽手 (We're afraid of pain, but wish to try holding hands)
兩顆心 隱藏在背後 不敢承諾 (Two hearts hiding behind, do not dare to promise)
不想再難過 丟棄回憶重新來過 (Don't want to be grieved again, abandon memories to start over)
讓我永遠牽著妳 把手給我 (Let me hold your hands forever, give me your hand)
她說她再也不相信 真愛 (She said she no longer believes in true love)
我能給的安全感 也用完 (All the feelings of security i can give is all used up)
原本的孤單 已變成不安 (The initial loneliness has turned into turmoil)
想看穿卻又放不下 依賴 (It's like seeing through yet unable to let go off the dependence)
看著我低頭 她說她願跟我走 (Seeing my head bowed, she said she wishes to follow me)
好怕 讓她心碎的痛又反覆折磨 (So afraid to let her heart be broken and pain once again torment her)
我的眼睛說 笑或淚我都會守候 (My eyes said, i will guard both laughter and tears)
她是我唯一執著的執著 (She is the one and only i persevere for)
我們都怕痛 但又好想試著牽手 (We're afraid of pain, but wish to try holding hands)
兩顆心 隱藏在背後 不敢承諾 (Two hearts hiding behind, do not dare to promise)
不想再難過 丟棄回憶重新來過 (Don't want to be grieved again, abandon memories to start over)
讓我永遠牽著妳 把手給我 (Let me hold your hands forever, give me your hand)
我們都怕痛 但又好想試著牽手 (We're afraid of pain, but wish to try holding hands)
兩顆心 隱藏在背後 不敢為愛承諾 (Two hearts hiding behind, do not dare to promise for love)
不想再難過 丟棄回憶重新來過 (Don't want to be grieved again, abandon memories to start over)
讓我永遠牽著你 把手給我 (Let me hold your hands forever, give me your hand)
Chapter 30: A New Beginning....
Yesterday i've finally hit the big 3-0...and no, i didn't wake up this morning at almost noon with extra visible crow feet, more prominent nasolabial folds or frown lines on my forehead...even though i had a late night...oh, note to self, i need to change that description on my profile...since i'm no longer 20-something...hahaha...
I had lunch with Ah Liam, my ex-lab partner in uni who is now working in his sister's aesthetic clinic in 10 boulevard...for the first time in my 30 years of life, i drove myself to Damansara area...i might have kind of lost my way but i managed to arrive within half hour and i didn't have to make u-turns...although i was feeling horribly lost while i was driving...so we went for lunch at One Utama...Ah Liam treated me to this non-halal Japanese restaurant where i had spicy pork ramen...i wanted to eat more pork before i go off to Kelantan...hehe..after lunch we went back to his clinic...it was being renovated so he didn't have any patients...it's a very nice and classy looking clinic...with all the up-to-date aesthetic equipment...
I saw this eyelash booster pamphlet on the counter and immediately i was intrigued...and i actually bought one since Ah Liam said it worked for a lot of his customers...hahaha, so easy to make a woman's money...well, i forgot to use it when i got home early this morning...so i'll start using it tonight and hopefully by end of june i'll see longer eyelashes on myself...hehe...after a visit to his clinic, i thought i'd go to Tropicana City Mall for some shopping before i go home...but dang! i missed the u-turn to the mall so i thought, forget it...not going to go through the toll again...so i just drove straight home...
I started watching this drama series called 爱无限 or directly translated as Love, Unlimited/Infinity... becoz i heard this song by Wilber Pan called 我们都怕痛 aka 'We're afraid of pain' on the radio some time back and i thought the 2 verses of the chorus totally sang how i felt...so i youtubed the song and found out about the series...although i don't fancy Wilber Pan, i thought i'd put down my bias opinion and give the series a watch anyway...so when i got home, i was watching it till almost dinner time..Shee Cheong called me from China just to wish me happy birthday and we chatted for a while..how thoughtful of him to remember my birthday...then Ma, Pei, Simon, Aunty and i went for dinner at Dragon-I in Leisure Mall...had a small cake with 3 big candles...initially i said i wanted 30 small ones...but that would not have fit the cake...hehe...
After sending Aunty home, we came home...waited for Joe's msg...it came about 10pm plus saying that he just reached KL from Penang...we were watching Pirates of the Carribeans at 1140pm...he said he'll come pick me up at 11pm...which of course he was late anyway...really, i spend half my life waiting for other ppl, is there anyone out there who's waiting for me? anyway, Joe finally came at 1135pm...he said his house was being renovated so when he got home he had to clear up some mess before he could come out again...and he initially planned to buy me a cake as a surprise but by that time, all the cake shops were closed...
But considering he just came back from Penang, and he did buy the movie tickets in advance, and considering he's the only other friend who still bothered to celebrate my birthday with me, i really shouldn't be upset for his tardiness...though we missed the first 10 mins of the show...at least it was entertaining enough...Johnny Depp's Jack Sparrow and his wits and tricks never fails to make me laugh...got home about almost 3am...which explained why i woke up close to noon today...
So i'm finally starting my master in plastic surgery next month...going back to USM, my alma mater...back to studying, while still having to work...i don't know if i'd be able to survive and complete my master in 4 years time...praying hard God will give me the strength and courage...but really, i often wondered if i'd continue on this road if i had gotten married earlier to my previous ex... i just feel that if i did have a family, i'd probably be contented just to be a chronic MO in some health clinic so that i can have more time with my family...but since i'm still single...so this is the path that i am taking...maybe this is the path that i am supposed to take...and God knew that if i had a family by now i would not have taken this path...and so things happened the way it did...although as far as i can see, this path will only lead me to a life of solitude...but we humans are short-sighted...only God knows what lies ahead for us...perhaps a life with family is still a possibility that awaits me...
So the year i turn 30 is the year of a new beginning for me...definitely something to look forward to...although a part of me is kind of dreading it...well, new (old) place...new friends...and meeting back old friends...new chapter in life...change isn't always a bad thing...
I had lunch with Ah Liam, my ex-lab partner in uni who is now working in his sister's aesthetic clinic in 10 boulevard...for the first time in my 30 years of life, i drove myself to Damansara area...i might have kind of lost my way but i managed to arrive within half hour and i didn't have to make u-turns...although i was feeling horribly lost while i was driving...so we went for lunch at One Utama...Ah Liam treated me to this non-halal Japanese restaurant where i had spicy pork ramen...i wanted to eat more pork before i go off to Kelantan...hehe..after lunch we went back to his clinic...it was being renovated so he didn't have any patients...it's a very nice and classy looking clinic...with all the up-to-date aesthetic equipment...
I saw this eyelash booster pamphlet on the counter and immediately i was intrigued...and i actually bought one since Ah Liam said it worked for a lot of his customers...hahaha, so easy to make a woman's money...well, i forgot to use it when i got home early this morning...so i'll start using it tonight and hopefully by end of june i'll see longer eyelashes on myself...hehe...after a visit to his clinic, i thought i'd go to Tropicana City Mall for some shopping before i go home...but dang! i missed the u-turn to the mall so i thought, forget it...not going to go through the toll again...so i just drove straight home...
I started watching this drama series called 爱无限 or directly translated as Love, Unlimited/Infinity... becoz i heard this song by Wilber Pan called 我们都怕痛 aka 'We're afraid of pain' on the radio some time back and i thought the 2 verses of the chorus totally sang how i felt...so i youtubed the song and found out about the series...although i don't fancy Wilber Pan, i thought i'd put down my bias opinion and give the series a watch anyway...so when i got home, i was watching it till almost dinner time..Shee Cheong called me from China just to wish me happy birthday and we chatted for a while..how thoughtful of him to remember my birthday...then Ma, Pei, Simon, Aunty and i went for dinner at Dragon-I in Leisure Mall...had a small cake with 3 big candles...initially i said i wanted 30 small ones...but that would not have fit the cake...hehe...
After sending Aunty home, we came home...waited for Joe's msg...it came about 10pm plus saying that he just reached KL from Penang...we were watching Pirates of the Carribeans at 1140pm...he said he'll come pick me up at 11pm...which of course he was late anyway...really, i spend half my life waiting for other ppl, is there anyone out there who's waiting for me? anyway, Joe finally came at 1135pm...he said his house was being renovated so when he got home he had to clear up some mess before he could come out again...and he initially planned to buy me a cake as a surprise but by that time, all the cake shops were closed...
But considering he just came back from Penang, and he did buy the movie tickets in advance, and considering he's the only other friend who still bothered to celebrate my birthday with me, i really shouldn't be upset for his tardiness...though we missed the first 10 mins of the show...at least it was entertaining enough...Johnny Depp's Jack Sparrow and his wits and tricks never fails to make me laugh...got home about almost 3am...which explained why i woke up close to noon today...
So i'm finally starting my master in plastic surgery next month...going back to USM, my alma mater...back to studying, while still having to work...i don't know if i'd be able to survive and complete my master in 4 years time...praying hard God will give me the strength and courage...but really, i often wondered if i'd continue on this road if i had gotten married earlier to my previous ex... i just feel that if i did have a family, i'd probably be contented just to be a chronic MO in some health clinic so that i can have more time with my family...but since i'm still single...so this is the path that i am taking...maybe this is the path that i am supposed to take...and God knew that if i had a family by now i would not have taken this path...and so things happened the way it did...although as far as i can see, this path will only lead me to a life of solitude...but we humans are short-sighted...only God knows what lies ahead for us...perhaps a life with family is still a possibility that awaits me...
So the year i turn 30 is the year of a new beginning for me...definitely something to look forward to...although a part of me is kind of dreading it...well, new (old) place...new friends...and meeting back old friends...new chapter in life...change isn't always a bad thing...
Thursday, May 26, 2011
My last concert in KK...
I had my final concert in KK on Monday night...or that's what Michael Wong said...i planned to have dinner with Elaine, Siang Lin and Flora before i leave...but since Kelvin Chia was leaving as well so some of the Paeds ppl decided to go for dinner at Chub's grill and karaoke thereafter...so i kinda tagged along...it was quite a good arrangement since i had wanted to eat the grilled pork ribs at Chub's grill one last time...dinner was great...and so was the company...
Elaine booked a room at Amp Square at Suria Sabah for 930pm...so we went there just about time... there were 11 of us...and we totally sang our hearts out...there was this paediatrician who totally sang like she was having a concert...Elaine initially said, oh no, another Khalil Fong concert tonight...but i thought not many ppl would know Khalil's songs and Elaine should be quite sick of listening to me singing Khalil's songs, so i decided to sing other songs...since i've learnt quite a new repertoire...hehe...i actually only sang 2 of Khalil's songs...one of which was his new 好不容易 ...and another was his cover version of Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You...
We had like 5 hours plus to sing...and lots of drinks (we ordered non-alcohol of course, since a few of us were post call and pre call) and snacks...the place was actually devoid of cigarette smell...probably becoz it was new...wide range of song selection...we sang a lot of chinese songs...and then a lot of english and malay songs for the 'banana'...hehe, as if i am not one...thank God Flora was there to help me read the chinese words that i couldn't read...i stayed till about 130am...Flora, Elaine and Siang Lin left earlier coz they were tired i guess...the rest stayed till time was up i guess...i was pre call...and 130am was way beyond my bedtime...only slept at 230am... had post-high insomnia...hehe...
Thank God my last call was wasn't too bad...managed to go home and finished up all the last minute packing...i'd probably never step foot in KK again...but saying goodbye sounds so final...i'd rather use the chinese term 再见....coz like the lyrics in one of 光良's song...因为我相信说过了再见， 一定会再见...well then, so long KK and my dear friends in KK...till we meet again...i'll come back for Sipadan someday...
Elaine booked a room at Amp Square at Suria Sabah for 930pm...so we went there just about time... there were 11 of us...and we totally sang our hearts out...there was this paediatrician who totally sang like she was having a concert...Elaine initially said, oh no, another Khalil Fong concert tonight...but i thought not many ppl would know Khalil's songs and Elaine should be quite sick of listening to me singing Khalil's songs, so i decided to sing other songs...since i've learnt quite a new repertoire...hehe...i actually only sang 2 of Khalil's songs...one of which was his new 好不容易 ...and another was his cover version of Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You...
We had like 5 hours plus to sing...and lots of drinks (we ordered non-alcohol of course, since a few of us were post call and pre call) and snacks...the place was actually devoid of cigarette smell...probably becoz it was new...wide range of song selection...we sang a lot of chinese songs...and then a lot of english and malay songs for the 'banana'...hehe, as if i am not one...thank God Flora was there to help me read the chinese words that i couldn't read...i stayed till about 130am...Flora, Elaine and Siang Lin left earlier coz they were tired i guess...the rest stayed till time was up i guess...i was pre call...and 130am was way beyond my bedtime...only slept at 230am... had post-high insomnia...hehe...
Thank God my last call was wasn't too bad...managed to go home and finished up all the last minute packing...i'd probably never step foot in KK again...but saying goodbye sounds so final...i'd rather use the chinese term 再见....coz like the lyrics in one of 光良's song...因为我相信说过了再见， 一定会再见...well then, so long KK and my dear friends in KK...till we meet again...i'll come back for Sipadan someday...
Sunday, May 22, 2011
My last few days in KK....
I'm living my last few days in KK as if the world is coming to an end...if whatever some guy in a blog said about the raptures is true, i supposed i'm on the right track then...caught my last sunset in KK on Thursday evening...it was magnificent...and there was a reflecting rainbow at the opposite end of the sunset...how marvelous...Friday night cell had a farewell dinner for me...i was quite annoyed initially coz i was actually 5 mins late for our 730pm dinner and yet i was the earliest...had half the mind to just leave and they can have their own farewell without me...but it was my last time eating the chocolate fondant with ice-cream in Party Play...so i tolerated...so i had lamb shank, shared a giant fishbowl strawberry margarita with a few others...and had my chocolate fondant with ice-cream for dessert...still as good as it tasted the first time...if not better....
Saturday i was on call...wasn't too bad a call during the day...coz OT didn't call any cases till evening....so i spent most of the day finishing up this book i've been reading..."Wicked: The Life & Times of the Wicked Witch of the West" by Gregory Maguire...i do believe that at this age, my mind is still suggestible...there was a part in the book where Elphaba was in the company of Avaric and his friends and they were having a heated debate about what is evil...someone said, "evil is not doing the wrong things, it's feeling bad about doing the wrong things"....and so i decided that i shall stomp my conscience down when the HO asked me if she could do the appendicectomy...it was almost 1am and all i did was ask her back, "do you know what time is it?"...
Got home about 2am...managed to sleep about an hour plus until the Queen call MO called me to inform me he was sending a patient who put a metal ring on his penile shaft and it got stuck...the MO tried to pull out the ring for 2 hours in the casualty and ended up further engorging the penis...the patient arrived in SMC about 6am...no longer in pain coz there was no more sensation in his penis...it really pissed me off (no pun intended) when patients like this end up in the ward and gives me problem...i mean, keep your stupidity to yourself...don't inconvenient others with it...i called my boss on call and he just happily 'lepas tangan' and asked me to refer to urology...pissed me off so i just gave him a 'whatever' and slammed the phone down...
Managed to get the urology specialist on call and he came in a jiffy...so we posted him for removal of ring under GA...finished my call and morning round...came home and bathed...wore the white blouse Connie gave me as a farewell gift to church this morning...loved the blouse...and Sandra gave me a black Esprit bag at church as farewell gift...so nice...now i have a new bag to use to go to work...met Edwin in church...apparently he was visiting for the first time...so ngam...so i brought Flora over to introduce themselves to each other during chat time...for once (and for the last time) i've made myself useful over chat time...hahahaha....
After church i asked Edwin to join me and Shasha for lunch...since Pastor always asked us to invite newcomer to go for lunch after church...and Edwin actually obliged...too bad Flora had to go with the Paeds gang to Karambunai...if not, it would have been a good time for them to know each other over lunch...hehe...so i drove to Suria Sabah where we were supposed to meet at this Japanese steamboat restaurant for lunch...i wore the wrong sandals, a pair which sole was threatening to fall off...which it did as soon as i reached Suria Sabah...so i had no choice but to abandon my sandals at the garbage can...and so what else could i do but to strut around Suria Sabah barefooted in search of a shoe shop for some emergency shopping?
Thank God there was a Padini Concept Store at the ground floor...so i was probably a barefooted freak of Suria Sabah but i was beyond care...i needed a pair of new sandals stat...there was only 20% discount for members...so i had to apply for a membership card at rm20 (thank God i still had some money left) to get the 20% discount...even managed to snag a new fashion watch which was going for half price...so all in i actually paid less than what i would have paid for the shoes alone if i weren't a member...i'm sure there'll be more chance to use the card...
So i managed to find the Japanese restaurant...and so did Edwin...but Shasha was late...and Elsie too...Shasha went for facial and had some complication post facial so she was held back...Elsie was on call and had to see a patient in the hospital...so we only finally had lunch at 2pm...and hour later than the initial plan...during lunch Edwin had to suffer through me complaining about the guys who went up the mountain with me...i think he totally got scared and said hopefully he has not bullied me in the past so that i wouldn't curse him to be single forever...hahahaha...as if i'm a real witch who's capable of placing a curse on anyone...oh, and Shasha and Elsie bought me a subtlely sexy blue dress as a farewell gift...so nice...not that i really expect any send-off gifts...
After lunch had to rush to Warisan for my pedi and mani appointment at 3pm, which i was late for of course...still it was good to be able to pamper myself once in a while...but i'm convinced that a klutz like me am not meant for all these girlie things...coz within the first 5 mins i came home and walked into my room, i've managed to ruin the polish on my left big toe...urgh!!! i only feel pain for the money i've paid...oh well, i'll live...
Had dinner at Gayang with the Paeds gang and some HOs...they were having Kelvin's farewell...good thing i didn't get too lost on the way there and back...but i supposed that would be my last seafood meal in KK...it's been a tiring day today...hardly do i ever have a flurry of activities during weekends...
Saturday i was on call...wasn't too bad a call during the day...coz OT didn't call any cases till evening....so i spent most of the day finishing up this book i've been reading..."Wicked: The Life & Times of the Wicked Witch of the West" by Gregory Maguire...i do believe that at this age, my mind is still suggestible...there was a part in the book where Elphaba was in the company of Avaric and his friends and they were having a heated debate about what is evil...someone said, "evil is not doing the wrong things, it's feeling bad about doing the wrong things"....and so i decided that i shall stomp my conscience down when the HO asked me if she could do the appendicectomy...it was almost 1am and all i did was ask her back, "do you know what time is it?"...
Got home about 2am...managed to sleep about an hour plus until the Queen call MO called me to inform me he was sending a patient who put a metal ring on his penile shaft and it got stuck...the MO tried to pull out the ring for 2 hours in the casualty and ended up further engorging the penis...the patient arrived in SMC about 6am...no longer in pain coz there was no more sensation in his penis...it really pissed me off (no pun intended) when patients like this end up in the ward and gives me problem...i mean, keep your stupidity to yourself...don't inconvenient others with it...i called my boss on call and he just happily 'lepas tangan' and asked me to refer to urology...pissed me off so i just gave him a 'whatever' and slammed the phone down...
Managed to get the urology specialist on call and he came in a jiffy...so we posted him for removal of ring under GA...finished my call and morning round...came home and bathed...wore the white blouse Connie gave me as a farewell gift to church this morning...loved the blouse...and Sandra gave me a black Esprit bag at church as farewell gift...so nice...now i have a new bag to use to go to work...met Edwin in church...apparently he was visiting for the first time...so ngam...so i brought Flora over to introduce themselves to each other during chat time...for once (and for the last time) i've made myself useful over chat time...hahahaha....
After church i asked Edwin to join me and Shasha for lunch...since Pastor always asked us to invite newcomer to go for lunch after church...and Edwin actually obliged...too bad Flora had to go with the Paeds gang to Karambunai...if not, it would have been a good time for them to know each other over lunch...hehe...so i drove to Suria Sabah where we were supposed to meet at this Japanese steamboat restaurant for lunch...i wore the wrong sandals, a pair which sole was threatening to fall off...which it did as soon as i reached Suria Sabah...so i had no choice but to abandon my sandals at the garbage can...and so what else could i do but to strut around Suria Sabah barefooted in search of a shoe shop for some emergency shopping?
Thank God there was a Padini Concept Store at the ground floor...so i was probably a barefooted freak of Suria Sabah but i was beyond care...i needed a pair of new sandals stat...there was only 20% discount for members...so i had to apply for a membership card at rm20 (thank God i still had some money left) to get the 20% discount...even managed to snag a new fashion watch which was going for half price...so all in i actually paid less than what i would have paid for the shoes alone if i weren't a member...i'm sure there'll be more chance to use the card...
So i managed to find the Japanese restaurant...and so did Edwin...but Shasha was late...and Elsie too...Shasha went for facial and had some complication post facial so she was held back...Elsie was on call and had to see a patient in the hospital...so we only finally had lunch at 2pm...and hour later than the initial plan...during lunch Edwin had to suffer through me complaining about the guys who went up the mountain with me...i think he totally got scared and said hopefully he has not bullied me in the past so that i wouldn't curse him to be single forever...hahahaha...as if i'm a real witch who's capable of placing a curse on anyone...oh, and Shasha and Elsie bought me a subtlely sexy blue dress as a farewell gift...so nice...not that i really expect any send-off gifts...
After lunch had to rush to Warisan for my pedi and mani appointment at 3pm, which i was late for of course...still it was good to be able to pamper myself once in a while...but i'm convinced that a klutz like me am not meant for all these girlie things...coz within the first 5 mins i came home and walked into my room, i've managed to ruin the polish on my left big toe...urgh!!! i only feel pain for the money i've paid...oh well, i'll live...
Had dinner at Gayang with the Paeds gang and some HOs...they were having Kelvin's farewell...good thing i didn't get too lost on the way there and back...but i supposed that would be my last seafood meal in KK...it's been a tiring day today...hardly do i ever have a flurry of activities during weekends...
Sunday, May 15, 2011
My first mountain torq via ferrata climb...as a farewell gift to myself...
Over the weekend i went up to Mt Kinabalu again (yes, for the 4th time) to do my first mountain torq via ferrata climb...since i'm leaving Sabah soon, it was now or never...but after a most gruelling climb, it was definitely the first...and last of via ferrata for me...i went up with 5 other guys from my department on Friday morning..the initial ascend via Timpohon gate wasn't too bad...me and 2 other guys reached Pendant hut (just a bit above Laban Rata) at about 115pm...definitely not as fit as i used to be...tried to sleep while waiting for the mountain torq briefing...but sleep just wouldn't come....
Thank God for heated shower...at least i could bathe and wash my hair and feel more comfortable...after the briefing and some practical session, we went down to Laban Rata for our buffet dinner...it was raining the whole evening till night...but praise God that the rain stopped somewhere close to midnight...as usual i couldn't sleep the whole night...i blamed it on the dexa i took but this time i only took very small doses...and even 2 tabs of piriton couldn't make me fall asleep...urgh!!! so i was tossing and turning....listening to the rain...and the snores...and sleep-talking...
Finally it was time to get up for our ascend to the peak...hardly slept a wink...started our ascend to the peak at about 2am...me and 2 other guys were walking together...taking our own sweet time...coz no point getting to the peak too early...the sun ain't gonna rise sooner...and it's bloody cold up there...so we were watching the stars...the sky was so clear...i even managed to catch 2 shooting stars...so we finally made it to Low's peak at 520am...just in time to catch the sunrise...but it was so cold...and my shoes and socks got wet on the way up...had to get one of the guys to sit on my shoes to keep me warm...hehe...
We stayed till about 6am plus on the peak...then we started descending down to the meeting point where we would proceed with the via ferrata Low's peak circuit descend...made it there at about 715am...after securing our harness and setting up everything, we started our descend at about 8am...right from the start i was terrified...i hate heights...actually lost my footing at one point and was hanging onto the cable...i know i had my safety harness and rope...but it didn't stop me from feeling that i could have fallen to my death...shudder at the thought...
We had an initial 300m of vertical descend...and then we had to cross a bloody hanging bridge...which dropped quite a way down....and the 2 guys in front of me were taking their own sweet time taking photos while i was bloody stuck at the bridge...i just wanted to get it over and done with but they just wouldn't go...i was yelling at them to go coz i could feel a panic coming over me...those idiots actually asked me to get a grip...men can be such bastards...so in the end i cried...but i guess the cry distracted me so i managed to walk through the bridge anyway...
And then there were more descend...and another bridge...a 3-wired bridge...by then i think i was too exhausted to feel fearful...or perhaps it was becoz the drop wasn't too high...and then we finally had a break from climbing...we had to walk through about 300m of jungle...before that, we had our toilet break au naturel....at least the bush-walk was a welcome break...though i was quite down to my last energy reserve...then it was more descend...one last bridge to cross...a single-wired one...a bit too taxing for my upper limbs...good thing i didn't slip...and the last of the descend was really the worst for me...horizontal descend...i was praying that i had suddenly developed spidey's ability to wall-climb coz my limbs were failing me...and i felt like i had to plaster myself to the wall....
Finally, after about 5 1/2 hours descend...we finally reached Pendant hut again at about 130pm...our american breakfast (more like lunch by then) was waiting for us...but some idiots from a group that just came up ate our food...well, at least the management cooked more for us...if not, there'll definitely be a complain letter to the management...so after stuffing ourselves and packing up, we started our journey down to the foothill at about 3pm...pretty late by normal standard (as in non-via ferrata climb)...and the descend would take about 3-4 hours...considering we were all dead tired already....
One of the fitter guy ran down all the way...he reached about 6pm plus...another guy tried to run and busted his right knee...so he was basically handicapped after the 1st km down...i was walking my own pace...another guy was following another guy to help him keep up with the pace...and another guy actually had himself carried down with a stretcher for the 1st 3 km down...my knee was hurting quite a bit by the time we were halfway down...and as if one busted knee wasn't enough, another guy also said he couldn't go on coz his knee was hurting...so one of the guy accompanied one of the injured guy...and i had to accompany the other injured guy...
The other pair reached the foothill about 8pm...which i would have reached also if i had not bothered to accompany the other injured guy...so the 3 guys who reached first decided they would drive home first...leaving me to drive the other 2 guys home...so the other guy and i reached the foothill about 9pm plus...and the last guy only reached at 10pm...i was so tired that i could have just slept there...but i had to drive 2 grown men home...on a foggy night...on dark winding roads...thank God that i didn't doze off and drove off some cliffs...or else my department will definitely be short-staffed come Monday...
After this trip, i have lost respect on men in general...i should have known better...but i guess reality doesn't sink in until it happens to you...some men are bloody irresponsible, selfish, ungentlemanly pigs...next time, oh, there will be no next time...i'm leaving KK already...well, it was definitely an experience...going mountain climbing with men...note to self...make sure you only go climbing with gentlemen who are fit enough...
Thank God for heated shower...at least i could bathe and wash my hair and feel more comfortable...after the briefing and some practical session, we went down to Laban Rata for our buffet dinner...it was raining the whole evening till night...but praise God that the rain stopped somewhere close to midnight...as usual i couldn't sleep the whole night...i blamed it on the dexa i took but this time i only took very small doses...and even 2 tabs of piriton couldn't make me fall asleep...urgh!!! so i was tossing and turning....listening to the rain...and the snores...and sleep-talking...
Finally it was time to get up for our ascend to the peak...hardly slept a wink...started our ascend to the peak at about 2am...me and 2 other guys were walking together...taking our own sweet time...coz no point getting to the peak too early...the sun ain't gonna rise sooner...and it's bloody cold up there...so we were watching the stars...the sky was so clear...i even managed to catch 2 shooting stars...so we finally made it to Low's peak at 520am...just in time to catch the sunrise...but it was so cold...and my shoes and socks got wet on the way up...had to get one of the guys to sit on my shoes to keep me warm...hehe...
We stayed till about 6am plus on the peak...then we started descending down to the meeting point where we would proceed with the via ferrata Low's peak circuit descend...made it there at about 715am...after securing our harness and setting up everything, we started our descend at about 8am...right from the start i was terrified...i hate heights...actually lost my footing at one point and was hanging onto the cable...i know i had my safety harness and rope...but it didn't stop me from feeling that i could have fallen to my death...shudder at the thought...
We had an initial 300m of vertical descend...and then we had to cross a bloody hanging bridge...which dropped quite a way down....and the 2 guys in front of me were taking their own sweet time taking photos while i was bloody stuck at the bridge...i just wanted to get it over and done with but they just wouldn't go...i was yelling at them to go coz i could feel a panic coming over me...those idiots actually asked me to get a grip...men can be such bastards...so in the end i cried...but i guess the cry distracted me so i managed to walk through the bridge anyway...
And then there were more descend...and another bridge...a 3-wired bridge...by then i think i was too exhausted to feel fearful...or perhaps it was becoz the drop wasn't too high...and then we finally had a break from climbing...we had to walk through about 300m of jungle...before that, we had our toilet break au naturel....at least the bush-walk was a welcome break...though i was quite down to my last energy reserve...then it was more descend...one last bridge to cross...a single-wired one...a bit too taxing for my upper limbs...good thing i didn't slip...and the last of the descend was really the worst for me...horizontal descend...i was praying that i had suddenly developed spidey's ability to wall-climb coz my limbs were failing me...and i felt like i had to plaster myself to the wall....
Finally, after about 5 1/2 hours descend...we finally reached Pendant hut again at about 130pm...our american breakfast (more like lunch by then) was waiting for us...but some idiots from a group that just came up ate our food...well, at least the management cooked more for us...if not, there'll definitely be a complain letter to the management...so after stuffing ourselves and packing up, we started our journey down to the foothill at about 3pm...pretty late by normal standard (as in non-via ferrata climb)...and the descend would take about 3-4 hours...considering we were all dead tired already....
One of the fitter guy ran down all the way...he reached about 6pm plus...another guy tried to run and busted his right knee...so he was basically handicapped after the 1st km down...i was walking my own pace...another guy was following another guy to help him keep up with the pace...and another guy actually had himself carried down with a stretcher for the 1st 3 km down...my knee was hurting quite a bit by the time we were halfway down...and as if one busted knee wasn't enough, another guy also said he couldn't go on coz his knee was hurting...so one of the guy accompanied one of the injured guy...and i had to accompany the other injured guy...
The other pair reached the foothill about 8pm...which i would have reached also if i had not bothered to accompany the other injured guy...so the 3 guys who reached first decided they would drive home first...leaving me to drive the other 2 guys home...so the other guy and i reached the foothill about 9pm plus...and the last guy only reached at 10pm...i was so tired that i could have just slept there...but i had to drive 2 grown men home...on a foggy night...on dark winding roads...thank God that i didn't doze off and drove off some cliffs...or else my department will definitely be short-staffed come Monday...
After this trip, i have lost respect on men in general...i should have known better...but i guess reality doesn't sink in until it happens to you...some men are bloody irresponsible, selfish, ungentlemanly pigs...next time, oh, there will be no next time...i'm leaving KK already...well, it was definitely an experience...going mountain climbing with men...note to self...make sure you only go climbing with gentlemen who are fit enough...
Monday, May 9, 2011
Almost died...
Ok, maybe i'm being a drama queen...maybe i'm exaggerating...but i almost died today...or at least almost suffered major injuries...thank God for His protection over me and my friends...we were going out to town for lunch after clinic...i was sitting in the front passenger seat in Yap's car...suddenly a car was charging into our lane, right into our car...the car was going damn fast....and the idiot driver (a man) wasn't even looking at his right before changing lane...and he didn't even signal...Yap had to blast the horn to alert him and swerved to the right up the divider...good thing no one was standing at the divider...and the idiot didn't even slow down...he just drove right on..
I actually screamed coz the car almost hit the left front and i really thought it was going to hit my side...if Yap wasn't quick enough to swerve the idiot driver would have banged into my side...got my heart racing for a while there...really really thank God that we didn't get into an accident...it was such a close call...i was like thinking, damn, i'm still young...haven't even got married...don't let me die or get disfigured yet...
Am back home now...watching a Chinese drama...called 巴黎童话 or 'Paris fairytale'...coz Peter Ho is in it...but i'm getting a tad irritated with the drama...coz Peter Ho's character is yet again the guy who's in love with a girl who's in love with another guy...urgh!!! and this drama is so complicated it has a 7-angled love connection....and none of the persons love the persons who love them...or should i paraphrase it as everyone loves someone who doesn't love them....it's really so sad...why is it even called Paris fairytale when it doesn't even look like there will be any happy ending?...
Ok, gonna continue watching my drama...hehe, still watching it despite all the complaints...like i've said before, i'd rather cry about other ppl's (fictional) lives than my own...
I actually screamed coz the car almost hit the left front and i really thought it was going to hit my side...if Yap wasn't quick enough to swerve the idiot driver would have banged into my side...got my heart racing for a while there...really really thank God that we didn't get into an accident...it was such a close call...i was like thinking, damn, i'm still young...haven't even got married...don't let me die or get disfigured yet...
Am back home now...watching a Chinese drama...called 巴黎童话 or 'Paris fairytale'...coz Peter Ho is in it...but i'm getting a tad irritated with the drama...coz Peter Ho's character is yet again the guy who's in love with a girl who's in love with another guy...urgh!!! and this drama is so complicated it has a 7-angled love connection....and none of the persons love the persons who love them...or should i paraphrase it as everyone loves someone who doesn't love them....it's really so sad...why is it even called Paris fairytale when it doesn't even look like there will be any happy ending?...
Ok, gonna continue watching my drama...hehe, still watching it despite all the complaints...like i've said before, i'd rather cry about other ppl's (fictional) lives than my own...
Sunday, May 8, 2011
奇怪。。。
昨天我 on call 了。。。一整天都是在手术房进出。。。忙到晚上。。。做着 round 的时候，忽然来个长途电话。。。号码不熟悉。。。原来是个工作在阿尔及利亚的朋友打来的。。。奇怪。。。好几个月都没沟通，又突然来电话。。。因为在忙， 所以不能跟他聊。。。所以也不懂他干吗找我。。。
等着一个 case 的时候，我坐在病房的电脑前。。。突然有东西从我脸上掉下来。。。吓一跳。。。然后看到我眼镜的右边的 nose pad 跌了。。。原来那个进 screw 的洞裂了。。。奇怪。。。好端端又会坏。。。没办法。。。还必须工作。。。好在没眼镜还看的到。。。只是有点蒙。。。幸好驾车时候没车祸。。。
十二点半凌晨， 我才回到家。。。又不敢睡。。。恐怕又会来电话必须我回医院。。。玩着 Cafe World on Facebook，忽然来个 message。。。是个已经半年没消息的学长。。。奇怪。。。那么久都没在 Facebook 问候我， 干吗在凌晨一点多来电? 原来是要告诉我他上个月结婚了。。。我在想， 需要么? 你都好半年不睬我了。。。不过还是体他开心的。。。因为他终于娶到他心爱的初恋情人。。。他们的关系有点复杂。。。都是那种 on-off relationship。。。有一段时间他们分开了。。。那时候，他就来找我谈心事。。。我推测，这半年来应该是和好了。。。所以就不需要我这个心理医生了。。。算了。。。原来男人找我是为了要我安抚他们的心事。。。那个家伙还跟我说，他以前在大学时有对过我痴情。。。那时候他还有女朋友阿。。。他那个女朋友 (不是现在的老婆， 幸好) 也蛮奇怪。。。我回答他， 你现在告诉我这些好像是冗的。。。也对我没意义。。。还说， 我是个美女， 一定会遇到我
心目中的 Mr Right。。。我告诉他， 别安慰我啦。。。美就是问题。。。美又怎样? 还是得不到我想要的人。。。
一个又一个结婚了。。。到头来还是我一个人。。。祝福学长和妻子爱到永恒，至死不违。。。因为他等了她那么多年。。。在他们的感情上坚持不渝。。。我相信她也是为了他的死心塌地被感动了。。。主啊，一定要让我等到他。。。那个你赞成的他。。。别再让我犯错吧。。。
等着一个 case 的时候，我坐在病房的电脑前。。。突然有东西从我脸上掉下来。。。吓一跳。。。然后看到我眼镜的右边的 nose pad 跌了。。。原来那个进 screw 的洞裂了。。。奇怪。。。好端端又会坏。。。没办法。。。还必须工作。。。好在没眼镜还看的到。。。只是有点蒙。。。幸好驾车时候没车祸。。。
十二点半凌晨， 我才回到家。。。又不敢睡。。。恐怕又会来电话必须我回医院。。。玩着 Cafe World on Facebook，忽然来个 message。。。是个已经半年没消息的学长。。。奇怪。。。那么久都没在 Facebook 问候我， 干吗在凌晨一点多来电? 原来是要告诉我他上个月结婚了。。。我在想， 需要么? 你都好半年不睬我了。。。不过还是体他开心的。。。因为他终于娶到他心爱的初恋情人。。。他们的关系有点复杂。。。都是那种 on-off relationship。。。有一段时间他们分开了。。。那时候，他就来找我谈心事。。。我推测，这半年来应该是和好了。。。所以就不需要我这个心理医生了。。。算了。。。原来男人找我是为了要我安抚他们的心事。。。那个家伙还跟我说，他以前在大学时有对过我痴情。。。那时候他还有女朋友阿。。。他那个女朋友 (不是现在的老婆， 幸好) 也蛮奇怪。。。我回答他， 你现在告诉我这些好像是冗的。。。也对我没意义。。。还说， 我是个美女， 一定会遇到我
心目中的 Mr Right。。。我告诉他， 别安慰我啦。。。美就是问题。。。美又怎样? 还是得不到我想要的人。。。
一个又一个结婚了。。。到头来还是我一个人。。。祝福学长和妻子爱到永恒，至死不违。。。因为他等了她那么多年。。。在他们的感情上坚持不渝。。。我相信她也是为了他的死心塌地被感动了。。。主啊，一定要让我等到他。。。那个你赞成的他。。。别再让我犯错吧。。。
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
My Best Friend's Wedding 2...
I was back in KL over the royal wedding weekend...coz i had another wedding to attend...my (guy) best friend's wedding...which was the day after the royal wedding... i was back on Wednesday night and managed to hang out with Ernest one last time before he ended his singlehood...we went out for lunch at Chili's on Thursday...then we went shopping for his shirt and shoes...which were for his wedding...really, men can be such last-minute creatures...2 days before the wedding and then they go shopping for their shirt, tie and shoes...good thing men shop real quick...
I was shopping for a clock for home...apparently all the clocks at home has been annihilated by an epidemic of clock plaque...and this was the first time i was actually clock shopping...and neither of us knew where to find a clock shop...so after a whole afternoon of shopping, Ernest got his shirt
and shoes, i got my clock...he couldn't find a plain white tie...and he still had to buy 'standby' rings for the wedding...er, that's another long story which may be told another day....oh, and we managed to get a wedding gift for him and his wife as well...Ernest kept saying he wanted a conventional oven...that was like rm4000...couldn't afford that...then he said, you could get us a PS3...that's like rm1300...hmmm, i could fork out half of that...and initially he was like trying to be the Chinese he is and declined...but i told him, i'm not gonna ask 3 times and that's all i can afford...
So we went to the Sony Centre and bought a white PS3...he was quite happy...coz he knew his wife would be ecstatic when she saw it...let's just hope they don't get too addicted to that machine...Friday i was out with Pei and Ee...went to Isetan KLCC...bought a bag for Ma for Mother's Day...and went for free makeover at Burberry...courtesy of Jie...
那晚我睡不着。。。该是早上睡太多了。。。一直想起明天的婚礼。。。又另一个好朋友结婚了。。。一直哭。。。哭不是因为他娶的人不是我。。。那概念我早就放弃了。。。我和Ernest虽然认识十七年了，我们真的只能做好朋友。。。有些人的缘分真的只是做朋友。。。哭是因为突然觉得自己还是一个人生活。。。孤寂的命。。。我身边的朋友， 一个又一个找到属于他们的幸福。。。我也体他们高兴。。。但上天几时才把我的幸福带给我呢?
教堂婚礼的早上，虽然简单，却让人感动。。。第一次遇见Ernest的妻子。。。真的很漂亮。。。我觉得一生人一次，当新娘一定是最美丽的一天。。。当她走进来的时候，这个傻瓜就开始幻想。。。想像自己是新娘。。。而我命中注定的他在坛上等我。。。我就一直祈祷。。。你一定要等我啊。。。一定要等我遇到你。。。至于Ernest和妻子，祝福他们白头谐老，每天都幸福快乐。。。送给他们方大同的
新歌 "好不容易"。。。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDGGAaDsN8Y
I was shopping for a clock for home...apparently all the clocks at home has been annihilated by an epidemic of clock plaque...and this was the first time i was actually clock shopping...and neither of us knew where to find a clock shop...so after a whole afternoon of shopping, Ernest got his shirt
and shoes, i got my clock...he couldn't find a plain white tie...and he still had to buy 'standby' rings for the wedding...er, that's another long story which may be told another day....oh, and we managed to get a wedding gift for him and his wife as well...Ernest kept saying he wanted a conventional oven...that was like rm4000...couldn't afford that...then he said, you could get us a PS3...that's like rm1300...hmmm, i could fork out half of that...and initially he was like trying to be the Chinese he is and declined...but i told him, i'm not gonna ask 3 times and that's all i can afford...
So we went to the Sony Centre and bought a white PS3...he was quite happy...coz he knew his wife would be ecstatic when she saw it...let's just hope they don't get too addicted to that machine...Friday i was out with Pei and Ee...went to Isetan KLCC...bought a bag for Ma for Mother's Day...and went for free makeover at Burberry...courtesy of Jie...
那晚我睡不着。。。该是早上睡太多了。。。一直想起明天的婚礼。。。又另一个好朋友结婚了。。。一直哭。。。哭不是因为他娶的人不是我。。。那概念我早就放弃了。。。我和Ernest虽然认识十七年了，我们真的只能做好朋友。。。有些人的缘分真的只是做朋友。。。哭是因为突然觉得自己还是一个人生活。。。孤寂的命。。。我身边的朋友， 一个又一个找到属于他们的幸福。。。我也体他们高兴。。。但上天几时才把我的幸福带给我呢?
教堂婚礼的早上，虽然简单，却让人感动。。。第一次遇见Ernest的妻子。。。真的很漂亮。。。我觉得一生人一次，当新娘一定是最美丽的一天。。。当她走进来的时候，这个傻瓜就开始幻想。。。想像自己是新娘。。。而我命中注定的他在坛上等我。。。我就一直祈祷。。。你一定要等我啊。。。一定要等我遇到你。。。至于Ernest和妻子，祝福他们白头谐老，每天都幸福快乐。。。送给他们方大同的
新歌 "好不容易"。。。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDGGAaDsN8Y
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