My Valentine....

So i celebrated my 30th Valentine's day by earning rm105 doing 3 hours of locum after work...i actually earned some money instead of spending it during Valentine's day...that's certainly a change...i'm becoming more of a realist as the days pass...apparently being a romantic isn't getting me anywhere...coz this is the 4th year i'm dateless on Valentine's day...not that we ever celebrated Valentine's day on the day itself....it was usually a day before or after...

Anyway, a kind friend was trying to cheer me up...he said of course i don't have any date...coz i'm busy dating the 'guys' in the Taiwanese drama series that i watch passionately....kinda struck me as true...if only the guys in the real world put in a little more effort like those in the Taiwanese drama series...but unfortunately, the old adage rings true..."it only happens in movies"....

After watching "The Dolphin Bay Lovers", i discovered that one of the song from the series called "Journey" was originally written and sung by this Singaporean singer-songwriter called Corrinne May...she writes Christian songs...been listening to her tonight...very nice...inspiring and touching.... was hit by a revelation while driving home from locum tonight...i just realized that sometimes love just ain't enough (i'm a hopeless romantic that believes love will conquer all, hahahaha)...at least human love ain't enough....and then i realized that only God's love is enough....that's why a couple needs God in their relationship...or else, every effort is in vain...ok Lord, i know i know...i won't even consider a guy who doesn't love You...

I'll be good, Lord...i'll listen to You...i'll wait for the guy who loves You to love me...oh, while we're still on the Valentine subject, i actually got a Valentine's day gift today...what do you know huh? although it's from my girl friend Connie, it is still very much loved and appreciated...anyway, going to start 4 eod calls from tomorrow onwards...i pray i'll still be alive come next Tuesday...Happy Valentine's Day!!!