So i'm on call today...3rd call of the new year...somehow it doesn't feel like a new year has begun...same routine, same kind of calls...well, at least i'm back in general surgery...no new year's resolution whatsoever...got a msg earlier from an aussie no...thought it was another friend who's working overseas now...and then suddenly i thought that maybe it was from the nightmare of Adelaide...so i was kinda rude in replying....turned out it was Jess...hehe, she's back in Melbourne...but i could have sworn i had her Melbourse mobile no. stored in my phone...guess it's been that long since i heard from her and i just changed my phone about half a year ago...hehe, paiseh only...
Anyway, i just finished watching Autumn Concerto over the weekend...and the lead actor was Van Ness Wu (of F4 fame; no, i was never into F4)...so i kinda googled him and found out that he is a Christian...and that he only became a believer about 2 years plus ago...and from the youtube videos i've watched about his personal testimony and interview, he seems to be a fervent believer...involving in evangelistic outreach...signing the true love waits card... kinda inspiring...kinda gives me hope that all is not lost...
God did come for the lost after all...and i'm very touched to know that Van Ness is a brother in Christ and that he has found the Lord as his Lord and Saviour...i've been slipping away from God and at this moment i'm feeling rather lost...but i guess God is still waiting for this prodigal daughter to return to Him...if only i can find the strength to do so...i'm just tired of repeating the 'sin and repent' pattern...instead of growing, i just keep running in a hamster wheel...Lord, please give me the strength and courage to come back to You...
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