Lately my calls have been "Jonah calls"....and yesterday wasn't an exception...not that any patient died...but i was awake till 530am trying to settle a urology patient...if i did believe in past life, i must have been a mean and horrible urologist...that's why i'm paying this life by suffering urology mess...and maybe i'm getting delusional...but i'm convinced that the urology HO on call last night was all set to ensure that i have a bad call...and maybe there are more HOs out there who are conspiring as well...hahahaha, i must be having post call delirium...that's why i'm not making sense...
Didn't go to church this morning...would have been sleeping throughout the sermon anyway if i went...came back home and bathed instead...and slept till lunch...then went for lunch at Becky's place...came home and started my drama marathon on youtube..currently i'm watching a China production called "Love of the Aegean Sea"...not too interested in the lead actors...watching it coz i had an inspiration about going to Greece...thanks to Sharan, my ex-roomie in uni...anyway, i'm finding this drama a bit draggy...and i can't stand the male lead coz he's such a wuss...and the female lead has a perpetual "my father just died" look regardless of whether she is or isn't with the male lead...quite annoying...
I love the 2nd male lead though...truth be told, i've always had the affinity towards the 2nd male leads in almost every drama i've watched...after all, i'm in the same boat too...so i can relate...that's why i root for 2nd male leads...i guess it's coz the guy's love for the female lead is so amazingly persevering...even though the female lead will never end up with him (except for Peach Girl), the guy never stops loving the girl...i don't cry for the male and female lead...but i cry for the 2nd male lead...but in reality, a guy like that doesn't exist...i was telling a guy friend about it and he totally affirmed it...if there was a guy who would fight for my love and persevere that long in his love for me, i'll definitely be touched and want to be with him...
Unfortunately, love like that is hard to come by (or non-existant)...i supposed that's why i'm still waiting...but i'm afraid i may be waiting in vain...still, perhaps one day i will meet the guy who is worthy of my love and whose love i'm worthy of...till then, i should focus on my Greece trip...i even have a title for it...Chapter 30: I dream of Greece...i guess i should sleep now and start dreaming about Greece...
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