It's saturday evening and i was driving out to a nearby shop to ta pau dinner...i'm really leading a hermit lifestyle these days...though i was out with some friends earlier in the afternoon...anyway, as i was driving back, the radio was playing a 'radio series' about a group of young ppl and their lives, love and etc...i only caught the last part of today's episode...apparently, these 2 girls (who happened to be friends) were dating the same guy (who disguised himself as 2 different persons while dating both girls)...and girl A saw girl B dating the two-timing loser...and this is the part i like most...both girls gave the two-timing loser a tight slap on the face, then left him immediately...no love loss between the girls...guys are so not worth fighting over..
Suddenly i was reminded of my exes...and i thank God that none of them were two-timing bastards... or at least i thank God that i never caught them two-timing me...what i don't know can't hurt me...really, God has blessed me when it comes to surviving the BGRs...so, i've dated a loser or two...not proud of it..but what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger...but the long-term relationships have been filled with mostly good memories...i mean, i hear stories of people being dumped for younger and prettier women...or bastards who beat up their girlfriends...or boyfriends who get drunk/ high on a daily basis...i'm just glad i never went through such ordeals...i don't think i can survive such ordeals..and i think God knows that...
But then it brings me to some questions...if my exes were good people, but our relationship did not last, what does that say about me? am i the loser then? the one who doesn't know a good thing when she has it? or am i that self-destructive that i can't seem to accept that there is a good guy who'd accept me the way i am? so i have to throw away every decent or good thing that comes my way? hmmm...i think i'm having pre-call dysthymia again...
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