Showing posts with label Taiwanese. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Taiwanese. Show all posts

Monday, March 28, 2011

泡沫之夏。。。

我不会写这故事的简介。。。如果要知道这部电视剧是关于什么那就自己去看。。。肯定不后悔。。。我只想写关于何润东的角色"欧辰"。。。我真的爱上了"欧辰"。。。我从来没有为第二男主角流那么多泪。。。他对女主角"夏沫"的深情与真爱已经打动我的心了。。。这应该是我为何润东的角色哭了第二次。。。之前是"情定爱琴海" 的角色。。。现在又是"泡沫之夏"。。。

虽然"欧辰"不是完美。。。他的确用了蛮卑鄙的手段来得到"夏沫"。。。但因为深刻的爱,他慢慢改。。。他本身很霸道。。。不过到最后他还是选择还"夏沫"她的自由。。。"欧辰"在心里告诉"夏沫":我是你的,而你是自由的"。。。然后就留给"夏沫"他签好的离婚书。。。还好"夏沫"没签。。。虽然"欧辰"知道"夏沫"并不爱他,每次"夏沫"被欺负他都会守护着她。。。保护她。。。虽然他好几次都用钱来解决问题。。。

不过,他也捐了他的肾给"夏沫"的弟弟。。。虽然他本来是用这个理由来让"夏沫"嫁给他。。。到最后"欧辰"选择离开为了让"夏沫"跟她喜欢的人在一起。。。他留了一封告别信给"夏沫"。。。他说: 夏沫, 当你看到这封信的时候, 我已经在飞往法国的航班上了。。。我没办法对你说出要离开。。。只有写这封信。。。最近我一遍遍地回想起我们的过去。。。记得第一次遇到你的时候, 你勇敢的张开双臂。。。拦在我的车前。。。也许听起来有点可笑。。。十四岁的我竟然从那一刻起,就喜欢上了你。。。如果能够我想要将你藏起来。。。不让任何人看到你。。。不让任何人碰你。。。你渐渐长大,越来越有光芒。。。我开始担心。。。害怕有人会发现你。。。会将你从我的身边夺走。。。我担心的事情成真了。。。那个人终于出现了。。。你对那个叫洛熙的男孩子有者不寻常的感情。。。我很嫉妒。。。所以我把他赶走。。。不允许他在你的身边多停留一秒。。。五年后,失忆的我不记得你。。。但却又再次地被你吸引,爱上了你。。。这一次我还是犯下了同样的错误。。。我的占有却没有减少。。。反而变本加厉。。。其实我曾经有动摇想要将自由还给你。。。可是看着你温柔的笑容,我们像一家人一样生活在一起,我舍不得离开你。。。哪怕自私,也想永远和你在一起。。。可是从究我是错的。。。小澄去世的时候,如果是洛熙在你的身边,是你喜欢的他守候者你,为了他,你一定不会绝望到崩溃吧? 想我这样的人,上天竟然也眷顾我。。。你的腹中有了我们的宝宝。。。这让你从新振作起来。。。也让我又一次开始了挣扎。。。我知道家人对于你的意义。。。为了宝宝,你会永远留在我的身边。。。会努力去忘记那个人的影子。。。只是你的人生应该和喜欢的人在一起,这才是真正原本的幸福啊。。。所以我走了。。。我是宝宝的父亲,无论未来你做出什么样的决定,你和宝宝永远都是我最爱的人。。。

听到这些话, 我真的泪流成河了。。。如果是我,我一定会爱上了"欧辰"。。。幸好结局还是我所要的。。。"夏沫"追上了"欧辰"而告诉他,"我已经爱上你了"。。。然后他们就吻了对方。。。如果我生命里有个"欧辰"那就太好了。。。他不需要像"欧辰"那么有钱,只要他像"欧辰"深深的爱着我,我就很幸福了。。。该睡了。。。可能在梦境里会遇到他。。。

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Another Chinese New Year and another drama series...

I'm back in KL...i know i was just back in KL about 2 weeks ago...but it's CNY...so have to come back to KL...somehow as i grow older, CNY feels less festive...maybe it's coz my grandparents are all deceased now...so there's no more 'balik kampung' experience for me anymore...i missed the times when we used to go back to Taiping and Penang (though i've always hated being in Penang during CNY)...i guess the reason why i still come back to KL for CNY is coz if i didn't, i'll be alone in KK...there's a line from Ding Dang's new song called "Half" (typing from home PC, no NJ Star to type Chinese) that goes: festive season always remind me that i'm lonely...how apt...will share about that song another day...

Anyway, i finished another Taiwanese drama series yesterday...it's called "Knock Knock Loving You" (well at least that's how it's translated, can't copy and paste the Chinese title here, dunno why)...of course the only reason why i watched this one was because Ming Dao acted in it...although he wasn't the guy who ended up with the girl...but this series has more depth than the typical idol series..though the whole series revolved around filthy rich ppl...but it was still worth the watch...could really relate to the female lead character...she liked the male lead but never revealed her feelings...she put up a cold and strong front...but she did everything she could to help the guy... from his business to his personal life, she was always there by his side...having grown up in a family where she was unloved, she felt she was not capable of loving anyone...which was why she kept her feelings for the guy to herself...and Ming Dao was the other guy who liked her...really felt sad for Ming Dao's character...coz he's like her as well...and he was willing to do anything to win her heart...except that the methods he used against his love rival were pretty unscrupulous...

Met up with Cam and Kian Ming tonight...it's good to meet up with old friends...haven't been doing enough of that...it's almost 2am now...should get some sleep...but i've just loaded another series...hehe...watch a bit first...then sleep...later going for a movie...The Green Hornet...just curious...wanna watch Jay Chou speak English...hehe...

Monday, January 17, 2011

Peach Girl and a trip down memory lane...

I was in Kota Bharu over the weekend...for my Masters Programme interview...which was on a Sunday...nothing shocking coz Kelantaneses work on Sundays and get off on Fridays...Anyway, flew to KB on Saturday morning....Suet Lai came to pick me up from the airport...then we went back to her place to put my stuffs and get Jacintha for breakfast...yea, it's a good thing to have friends doing masters there...got place to bunk in...and it's good to see old friends...

I started watching Peach Girl a few days ago...not the anime version...the Taiwanese version...and honestly, i wouldn't watch it in a million years, if it wasn't for Van Ness Wu...it's really a typical Taiwanese idol series...horrible acting (even Van Ness, but i guess that was his earlier days)...the other male lead is damn ugly...and there're so many bitch characters in the drama...anyway, was watching it on Suet Lai's Macbook to pass time...

So interview was...er...let's not talk about it...there were 6 of us being interviewed...which i found strange...coz there couldn't have been 6 applicants only...and out of the 6, only me and another Sikh girl were non-bumis...so i guess i can kinda figure out my chances of getting accepted...anyway, had lunch with Jacintha...then i asked her to drop me off at the campus...wanted to walk the corridors and paths which were once all-too-familiar to me but which were now strange and unfamiliar...

So many upgrades...so many new buildings built and being built...i walked to the library...which i used to go to borrow novels, hehe...didn't enter in case they asked for my pass, which i obviously wouldn't have...so i walked along some new buildings towards the main hall...so many fond memories of the main hall...where we had our Chinese New Year Nights...and saw the drums being dried under the sun....missed those drum practices...

Walked to the dorms where i used to stay...we had to move out of the old room and into a new room every year...like a yearly pilgrimage...so i actually stayed in 3 out of the 4 dorms during my 5 years in uni...went to the tennis court where i first caught the attention of my first 'mistake'...then was at the spot downstairs my 1st year dorm where i declined a romantic advancement...i'm glad i didn't accept it...coz then that guy wouldn't be happily married now to one of my good friend in uni...

Then went to my 2nd year dorm...took a photo of the table where my ex and i sat the night he expressed his romantic feelings to me...but honestly, i might have remembered the wrong table...hehe...but i'll always remember the night of the meteor shower...which we didn't get to see...they're building a new stadium at the old golf course...where my ex and i used to jog and have our ritual daily post dinner walk...wanted to walk around the golf course but it was too hot...

So i walked to the lecture halls...and along the corridors of the school...thinking how much things have changed over the last 4 years plus...although some things remained the same...but even if the buildings have remained the same, it was not the same campus that i used to study in...becoz we no longer belong to that place as we once did...and just like some things in life, once we've moved on, we can never go back to how we used to be...

I'll always treasure the memories i had from my campus days...but it's the future we have to live for...everyone has moved on...it's time for me to move on too...

Saturday, January 8, 2011

下一站,幸福

今天是新年的第八天。。我就看完了一部偶像剧。。这部叫"下一站,幸福"。。这个戏真的让我太投入了。。连觉都不肯睡。。饭也不愿吃。。只是一直要看下一幕慕橙和光晞的感情会有怎样的发展。。连我 on call 时候都一直想到戏里面的每一幕。。我觉得看了几部偶像剧,这部的吻景是最炽热的。。那个吴建豪真的很会吻女人阿。。

我看了那么多天就哭了那么多天。。真的有太多让人感动的景。。还有最可爱的小小彬。。真的很懂事有会帮慕橙跟光晞拉近。。主题歌又好听。。尤其是丁当的 ‘亲人’ 和品冠的‘我以为’。。我知道在电影的爱情故事是不可能发生在现实里。。但如果这样的真爱能活在现实里。。那有多好呢。。一个能给对方勇气变更好的爱。。一个虽然失忆但过了六年还能反复回忆的爱。。一个六年前分开但六年候命运还让对方碰面的爱。。if i can find a love that beat against all odds, that even the heavens intervene to bring us together despite people and circumstances trying to tear us apart, no matter how much tears shed or how much pain endured, it'll still be all worth it...and i'll still be the happiest person in the world...

哈哈,不会用华文表达所以就用英文了。。但有时候我不明白。。为什么我们越爱一个人就会越伤到他? 明明是为他好却又伤害他。。还有剧里面很常有不顾一切去爱主角的配角。。却主角的真爱是另一个。。我真的很希望我这一辈子不是注定作配角而已。。我不甘愿。。我宁愿我爱情故事的书页是空白也不要一辈子当配角。。

结局的一幕,慕橙跟光晞说: "其实呢, 不管到哪里都可以, 因为只要有你的那一站, 就是幸福的"。。真的很感人以浪漫阿。。然后呢, 它们就吻了。。那个吻真的让人羡慕。。唉。。我今年快要三十岁了。。希望我的下一站是幸福的。。要跟你们分享丁当的 ‘亲人’。。我又试看翻译华文去英文...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcY75hwb_Ls&feature=related

別打開 禮物的緞帶 (don't untie the gift's satin ribbon)
最初充滿期待 最後都腐敗 (initially full of expectation, in the end became rotten)
別打開 午夜的電臺 (don't switch on the midnight radio station)
別讓情歌反覆再愚弄 (don't allow love song to deceive once again)

而愛 (and love)
並沒有教給我生存 (did not teach me how to live on)
只教我交易虛榮給天真 (it only taught me to trade innocence for vanity)
可是愛 (but love)
讓我們變成陌生人 (has allowed us to become strangers)
卻變不了更高尚的靈魂 (but cannot transform us into more noble souls)

不要吻我 只要抱著我 (don't kiss me, only embrace me)
不要愛我 做我的親人 (don't love me, become my loved one)
把手借我 一天一分鐘 (lend me you hand, a minute a day)
做我最親密的親人 (be my most intimate loved one)
不是誰的情人 誰的某某某 (not whose lover or whose so and so)

就算我 全身濕透透 (even if my whole body is completely wet)
我也不再被誰 牽著鼻子走 (i won't let anyone lead me by the nose again)
如果我 還握住拳頭 (if i'm still clenching my fist)
可能我怕我的夢飛走 (perhaps i'm afraid that my dreams will fly away)

而愛 (and love)
並不如你想的萬能 (is not as omnipotent as you thought)
不能讓我們不再戰爭 (cannot let us stop fighting)
可是愛 (but love)
連慈悲也沒多慈悲 (does not even show more mercy)
誰愛越深越容易被犧牲 (whoever love more is easier to be sacrificed)

不要吻我 只要抱著我 (don't kiss me, only embrace me)
不要愛我 做我的親人 (don't love me, become my loved one)
把手借我 一天一分鐘 (lend me your hand, a minute a day)
讓我還敢做我的夢 (allow me to still dare to dream)
做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄 (become the great and smiling hero in my dream)

Friday, December 24, 2010

败犬女王

最近看了一部偶像剧。。败犬女王。。突然觉得我是一个败犬。。却我并不是什么女王。。也不是什么公主。。女主角叫做单无双。。男主角叫做陆卡斯。。男跟女有八年的距离。。这就是一部关于姐弟恋的故事。。虽然很浪漫也感人但我一直在想: 不要!!!不要让我得另一半比我小。。这是我最恐怕会发生在握身上的事。。也许这样上帝就会安排如此。。哈哈哈。。

说到女的。。她是一个脾气坏又挣扎力强的女人。。什么都要第一名。。什么都要赢别人。。一个独一无二的女强人。。卡斯叫他"鳖女"。。因为他表面上看起来很硬。。不过内心很脆弱。。说到男的了,他虽然外表很顽皮。。但其实很温馨真心又成熟与负责任。。无双的前男友叫做宋允浩。。他六年前因为意想不到的意外而没回来跟无双结婚。。而卡斯的前女友,汉向运。。她在两年前因为冲浪意外以去世了。。虽然两个人来自不同的世界不同的年代不同的悲伤。。命中还是注定它们俩会碰面。。

像每部爱情故事,它们第一次碰到就吵吵闹闹了。。第一次遇见是在平安夜。。唉! 今天就是平安夜了。。是否我的命中注定会出现么?。。我的想象力也太强了。。哈哈哈。。怎么可能?。。我今天 on call 阿。。没碰到就没相识,没吵架就不会相爱。。每次无双遇到困难,卡斯就会出现来救她,保护她。。当它们刚发现已经爱上了对方,前男友又回来。。因为发现允浩在六年前为了赶回来跟她结婚以受伤,无双因为报恩所以选择允浩。。不过允浩看的到其实无双已经不爱他了。。在婚礼
前一天,允浩遇到哪个无双的相亲公司的co-ordinator。。她告诉允浩: "男人说谎是为了自己好,女人说谎是为了对方好, 我们不是故意的,是我们没有勇气去伤害我们深爱的人" 。。这段话让我想起我和前男友的分手理由。。我因为说实话以伤害了他,那是算我勇敢么?。。所以在它们婚礼当天,允浩取消了婚礼。。他说: "可是那一个也许你哪里都不想去,什么事都不用做,即使不结婚你也想赖在他身边的人, 即使没有规划, 没有未来,全世界的人都阻止你, 你还是想跟他在一起那个
人,才是你真正想要的,可惜那个人不再是我"。。他真的太伟大了。。

就这样,女王又被摔第二次。。还是同一个人。。而伤心的卡斯就去了夏威夷完全他的冲浪梦想。。然后又回去大学读医科。。悲伤的卡斯曾对无双说: 我不会为一个没有希望的感情念念不忘。。所以我跟我自己说: 我不会喜欢一个不会喜欢我的人。。因为这样太痛苦了。。我没那么坚强。。半年后,卡斯回来找无双。。他默默的跟无双去单车旅行。。然后就像奇迹出现在无双的眼前。。无双说: 这条线是分开我们八年的距离, 你看好了, 我现在就要跨过去了。。哇! 真的是太感动了。。哭到我便熊猫了。。不要以为这样就结束了。。在我们现实的社会,姐弟恋会面对很多的考验, 别人的讪笑。。 让无双没有安全感, 没有自信。。为了无聊的事情吵架。。不过通过了很多事情, 它们的爱情越来越深。。也许真爱真的足够让两个人在一起。。在戏里面,平常都会有喜剧煞尾。。现实还有很长的路要走下去。。虽然我的奇迹还没出现, 但若我相信这现实的世界有真爱的,那我就会找到属于我的真爱啦。。不过我还是不要看那么多偶像剧了。。戏里面的男主角太浪漫, 太懂女人的心了。。还是不要想太多。。晚了。。睡觉了。。主你们圣诞节快乐。。晚
安。。