是你給我...a song from Kung Fu Chefs...

So i managed to finish watching Kung Fu Chefs this morning before i had to catch a plane back to KK...the movie wasn't all that great...as before, if it wasn't for Van Ness Wu, i wouldn't even bother watching...Van Ness was pretty funny in the show...though it was definitely not him speaking Cantonese...and his facial hair...hmmm, i still think he looks better without...

There was a song that played as the credits roll...found out that it was a Van Ness Wu song titled 是你給我...it's a nice song...and i was checking out its lyrics...very very touching and inspirational...i don't know who wrote it...and i know it's a song from a movie...but i think when Van Ness sang it, he was singing it to the Lord...his love song to the Lord...the 你 is God...well, at least when i read the lyrics i thought about God...and how He had helped me to go on..to find myself again...to believe again...

Anyway, here's a link to the song...and the lyrics and translation....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmBhE1VSl0A

終點究竟會是在哪裡 (where exactly is the final destination?)
有些猶豫是否該前進 (should we go ahead with certain hesitations?)
你說別懷疑就算路途艱辛 (You said don't doubt even though the road is arduous)
在下一秒都會變成回憶 (another second all will become memories)
讓我們追尋好的結局 (let us pursue a good ending)

是你給我繼續的勇氣 (it is You who gave me the courage to go on)
讓我重新找回自己 (let me find myself again)
決不再輕易放棄 (no longer give up easily)
因為你我會再次去相信 (because of You i will believe once again)
是你給我更多的堅定 it's You who gave me more firm determination)
對未來終於下定了決心 (at last i can make up my mind on my future)
再多困難我也會好好走下去 (even if there's more difficulties i will continue to go on)

阿浬。。。

Finally finished watching Peach Girl...阿浬 (Van Ness Wu) was the only reason why i persevered and endured all 13 episodes of it...that guy is just too good to be true...he's not only cute...love his smile...he can dance...he can sing...he is fun to be with...he is willing to make a fool of himself to make his girl smile...he is always by his girl's side when she's sad, just being with her, guarding her, protecting her...he is willing to wait for his girl even though his girl initially liked another guy...he's smart and street-wise...he's responsible, considerate, kind, chivalrous...full of integrity...and he loves his girl enough to let her have the free-will to choose who she wants to be with....and if i may be shallow, he also have really nice hair and a really nice body...plus, he's a damn good kisser...seriously, that kissing scene after 阿浬 confessed his feelings to his girl over the school's radio was pretty explosive...hehe...and i'm just glad that he ends up with the girl although the girl's initial crush was another guy...

Lord, where's my 阿浬? is there really someone out there who can love someone so much as the way 阿浬 did? i know, it only happens in movies/series/dramas...and 阿浬 actually has his faults and flaws too...like he can't swim well and he had a reputation as a playboy and rebel...but if there is a guy like that who's willing to persevere to win his girl, i'll definitely fall for him...but i guess if there is really such a guy, i might feel undeserving of his love...

Hehe, Jerome said Kit Yin and i have some kind of arrested development...coz we never really did the things our peers did back in high school and uni days...coz we were too busy being nerds...and so now we're catching up on our lost youth...oh well, i don't supposed i'll ever catch up...although life maybe a race but i'm not competing with anyone...it's myself that i'm racing with...so no hurry really... one step at a time...and if God willing, i might just find my 阿浬...ok, time to start watching "Kung Fu Chefs"...hehe, another Van Ness Wu show...

Peach Girl and a trip down memory lane...

I was in Kota Bharu over the weekend...for my Masters Programme interview...which was on a Sunday...nothing shocking coz Kelantaneses work on Sundays and get off on Fridays...Anyway, flew to KB on Saturday morning....Suet Lai came to pick me up from the airport...then we went back to her place to put my stuffs and get Jacintha for breakfast...yea, it's a good thing to have friends doing masters there...got place to bunk in...and it's good to see old friends...

I started watching Peach Girl a few days ago...not the anime version...the Taiwanese version...and honestly, i wouldn't watch it in a million years, if it wasn't for Van Ness Wu...it's really a typical Taiwanese idol series...horrible acting (even Van Ness, but i guess that was his earlier days)...the other male lead is damn ugly...and there're so many bitch characters in the drama...anyway, was watching it on Suet Lai's Macbook to pass time...

So interview was...er...let's not talk about it...there were 6 of us being interviewed...which i found strange...coz there couldn't have been 6 applicants only...and out of the 6, only me and another Sikh girl were non-bumis...so i guess i can kinda figure out my chances of getting accepted...anyway, had lunch with Jacintha...then i asked her to drop me off at the campus...wanted to walk the corridors and paths which were once all-too-familiar to me but which were now strange and unfamiliar...

So many upgrades...so many new buildings built and being built...i walked to the library...which i used to go to borrow novels, hehe...didn't enter in case they asked for my pass, which i obviously wouldn't have...so i walked along some new buildings towards the main hall...so many fond memories of the main hall...where we had our Chinese New Year Nights...and saw the drums being dried under the sun....missed those drum practices...

Walked to the dorms where i used to stay...we had to move out of the old room and into a new room every year...like a yearly pilgrimage...so i actually stayed in 3 out of the 4 dorms during my 5 years in uni...went to the tennis court where i first caught the attention of my first 'mistake'...then was at the spot downstairs my 1st year dorm where i declined a romantic advancement...i'm glad i didn't accept it...coz then that guy wouldn't be happily married now to one of my good friend in uni...

Then went to my 2nd year dorm...took a photo of the table where my ex and i sat the night he expressed his romantic feelings to me...but honestly, i might have remembered the wrong table...hehe...but i'll always remember the night of the meteor shower...which we didn't get to see...they're building a new stadium at the old golf course...where my ex and i used to jog and have our ritual daily post dinner walk...wanted to walk around the golf course but it was too hot...

So i walked to the lecture halls...and along the corridors of the school...thinking how much things have changed over the last 4 years plus...although some things remained the same...but even if the buildings have remained the same, it was not the same campus that i used to study in...becoz we no longer belong to that place as we once did...and just like some things in life, once we've moved on, we can never go back to how we used to be...

I'll always treasure the memories i had from my campus days...but it's the future we have to live for...everyone has moved on...it's time for me to move on too...